I loved the last Murderfish ficlet! MerJohn seems more inhuman than Alex, actually. That must have been a bit weird for Alex in the beginning, I bet, but maybe it was nice to be able to push away the struggle to be more human for John's sake. Are the Murderfishes happy together?
sure, they’re happy. why wouldn’t they be? they’ve got everything they need, they’ve got prey—
(hunting in schools isn’t normal for mermaids their age, but they do it anyhow, out of convenience or nostalgia or something, and Alex has to admit, it is easier to bring down large prey with two of them. a human on horseback, for instance, riding along at the edge of the river, the brass buttons on his worn blue coat flashing bright bright down into the water like minnows flickering through a sunbeam.)
(animals don’t react to Compulsion the same way humans do, but they’re thinking creatures and if you use a gentle touch they can be pushed into mistakes, into veering off the road and down to the riverbank, into bucking with fear and losing footing and tumbling down into the water. and that way there’s plenty of meat for both of them. they still squabble over the choicest bits of their human prey, though. maybe once upon a time John would’ve tried to be the gentleman, offered Alex the heart and taken second pick for himself, but not anymore. what are manners to a mermaid? it’s eat or be eaten down here.)
(Alex and John divvy up their kill and tear in like starved men. the scraps of their victim’s uniform bob up to the surface or tumble away in the current, blue and buff and brass.)
—they have a safe place to sleep—
(they’ve the freedom of the rivers, the freedom of the coastline, probably the freedom of the whole American seaboard if they wanted it. the river-folk avoid them. the other mermaids avoid them. no one wants to tangle with someone who’s been touched by a seawitch as powerful as the one they treated with.)
(we could go up to New York, Alex suggests. visit Herc and Beth. or to Virginia, and bug the General. or to Philly. see what your ridiculous Congress has gotten itself into now it’s not playing at war anymore.)
(why’d we wanna do that?)
(because—it’s—they’re our friends. it’d be funny. it’d be something to do.)
(John blinks at him. no expression on his face.)
(…and maybe it’d be good to hunt somewhere else for a bit? so people don’t get too wise to us. change things up.)
(they’re not getting wise to us, says John. we can still sing, can’t we? we can still bite. plenty to eat around here. why bother making things harder for ourselves?)
(and they’re not really my Congress anymore, anyway. what’s it matter to me what they do?)
(i guess it doesn’t matter, really. not to us. not anymore.)
(they wander down into Charleston harbor. Alex swims up to the surface one night and watches the lights of the city shimmer out over the water. thinks about the state’s Congress, about the nationbuilding going on here, there, everywhere.)
(human stuff, right. not important. not important at all.)
—and most importantly, they have each other. and shouldn’t that be enough for anyone?
(sometimes Alex wakes up in whatever nook in the riverbed they’ve tucked themselves into, pushes himself up and looks at John’s sleeping face. doesn’t touch—that’d be a good way to lose a finger, now. John shifts in his sleep and mutters something that’s either a language Alex never got around to learning from him, or utter gibberish.)
(maybe if he’s feeling bold, Alex will dare to reach out and lay a hand on John’s arm. smooth sleek scales under Alex’s hand, pale gold-green speckled with vivid blue, cool as the water rushing past them. mass of dark hair falling down almost to his waist now—a bitch and a half to groom, when they haul out, but oh, how lovely it is, floating in a cloud about his face underwater or dried into a jungle of curls in the sunlight. the gentle pulse of his gills as he breathes.)
(they’re lucky. Alex knows they’re lucky. John shouldn’t even be alive, by rights. but here he is, hale and hearty and more beautiful than Alex could have dreamed. Alex’s equal at last, nothing about him whispering food or prey or sweet hot blood. a proper mate. when they get around to it, John’ll give Alex a fine clutch, Alex is sure of it. and won’t that be nice? Alex has always wanted to lay.)
(lucky, lucky, lucky. Alex lays himself down again, fits himself against the curve of John’s tail.)
(but he used to be so warm.)