I’m. Actually unwell. He’s so much bigger than me. I can’t stop thinking about him holding me, him inside me. I need to be helpless and full. I need to be teased & called names. I want to be his little bunny. I’m desperate and needy it’s driving me up the wall. I want to be lifted up off the ground for the first time. I want to be held against my front door. I want to be trapped in warmth & completely bent to his will. I want my hair pulled and my neck bitten. I want him to go absolutely feral trying to get more of me. I want to be his precious baby girl. I want to be torn to shreds. I want to be made fun of how slick I get on being bullied. I’m stupid for wanting someone this badly. I’m small and guilty of sin. I want the lust beaten out of me. I wish my insides ached more