ugh.
what is 'help', anyway?
a therapy session once a week? ... so I can talk about all the things I've been trying to ignore.
a medication adjustment? ... so I can be more detatched than I already am.
a supportive friend? ... so they can try to be there, but not know what to say.
a new lover? ... so I can constantly compare it to him & all that could have been.
what is 'help', anyway?
the sweet release of death















