#whatever!!!!!!!!!!!

[dykeselfcest]

appropriately incredulous....patty does not settle regardless of how absurd the offer. but for ellen........

[woofla]

ok getting fucked while the one fucking me's in a call and getting frustrated for the distraction is pretty hot

[jockpoetry]

[thevalorantprotocol]

vent post oopsie

something so horrid about

1) babies/toddlers/kids being a special interest (seriously the development that happens in the first like 10 years of life is really cool okay)

2) liking babies/toddlers/kids outside of the special interest lens (it is fun to interact with tiny humans)

3) everyone always saying you are really good with kids

4) everyone saying you'd be a really good parent

5) WANTING to be a parent after spending years & years denying you'd ever be one (mainly due to repressed gender issues + mental illness stuff)

6) but also having severe mental illnesses + being neurodivergent

7) and having physical health problems to boot (i am chronically ill and will likely get worse with age)

8) and also being trans but currently detransitioned because my country is terrifying & i just want to exist quietly and bother nobody (can't date when i hate myself and live in a horribly red part of a horribly red state that hates my existence)

9) but i am a pining yearning loser who is rapidly approaching my 30s with no changes in my life

10) and thus i realize the likelihood of me actually getting to be a parent/have a family is probably a big ol zero!!!!!!!!!

like AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAÀAAAAAAAAAAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHAAHAHAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHÀAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHJHHHHHHHHH YOU KNOW? YOU KNOW???? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[suneatcr]

[plumadot]

dnd au thoughts

was thinking about noble ren and knight martyn who have been together ever since they were kids. and about ren who'd convince martyn to sneak out with him at night and even though martyn really didn't think it a good idea he still went along with it - he couldn't just say no to his best friend. about them exploring the woods just outside the city together and feeling absolutely invincible by each other's side. about the sheltered ren seeing plants and animals and even magical creatures he's only ever seen in books, and about martyn who can only look at ren and the way his eyes light up at his new discoveries.

about them running into a pack of werewolves that night. about ren's innocent and curious outlook on the world being crushed by a single bite on his forearm. about the guilt martyn feels for allowing ren to get hurt in his presence for the first time ever (that he vows will be the last)

[manyfandomsonelog]

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok. Ok. So the pain is horrible and never-ending. I get it now.