Feb 22
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fork found in kitchen
ohhh i need attention i need someone to love me. don't look at me though and don't touch me and don't think about me. ok i changed my mind you can do all that. OK now stop. ok it's cool again. NVM stop.
finding out im being scheduled ten days in a row after a fuck you die shift is NOT cool 😭😭
Aroace Grace is really important to me,,, that's me in there!!! My baby boy!!!! I can look to a media and see interpretations with my flags and colors and labels!!! I can go through a fandom with the knowledge that this character is accepted as this identity!!
And I get it when people go "oh but aroace is a spectrum blah blah blah" but like. Explain to me *deeper* why this character who you say does not feel romantic or sexual feelings feels that way towards a person. Why must Grace fulfill this role of loving partner towards literally anyone. Yes, you can love the people around you and form qprs with them and whatnot, but tell me why this character who is specifically aroace according to everyone here filling out allosexual ideals of partnership? Is it not enough to be friends with people? Is it not enough to care for them deeply even if you aren't romantically involved with them? Tell me oh great and majestic project hail Mary fandom why does the character that's supposed to look like me, someone who does not and will never have a romantic or sexual partner, not look like me when you depict him? Tell me why I can't have the representation I wish I had even in my fandom. Look me in the eyes and say that friends isn't enough.
I told someone they didn't need to pay for Spotify premium and how easy it is to just download all ur music for free with website and extensions and they told me "idk how to do all that what if I get a virus?" And I stared blankly into the distance. Mb I forgot this was 2002 and we're all using limewire again. Jesus christ. This person is barely 22. Yall fucking grew up with technology how are you so inept? I'm gonna blow my brains out lmfao
i know my blog is straying away from childe (it honestly already has a long time ago) and it's just made me think of the inevitability of things. i still love the ginger menace, always will, but i feel like there's a certain beauty to things like this.
i have 3 fanfic projects that i want to work on: vamp! childe fic (stc of changing the male interest from childe to an oc), chrollo longfic, and a jason longfic. i'm not very keen on speeding up the first two right now because they've been in the works for over a year and im afraid they might just end up rotting in my wips for a very long time, but i am up for the jason longfic!
it's not going to be yandere, just a cheesy and angsty romance which will be kind of similar to Magenta Die, Cyan Bullet (aventurine x reader) in the way that reader is a wretched reflection of Jason and neither party is a fan of it. Jason knew reader from highschool and they reconnect later when he's the red hood and reader is in university. there are subtleties that make it apparent that while reader isn't very normal in the sanity department, reader is a perfectly normal member of society, unlike a certain double door fridge build man.
none of these will be out anytime soon because i am in the depth of academic hell but do expect a lot of vague-posting for all three including TBT lol
theyre literally in love and dont know it and dont know how good they could be for each other if they let themselves actually look at it. and im supposed to feel normal