So, I am not really a "resolutions" person, but I do some reflecting at the end of the year, and think about some ways I might like the new year to go, or some things I might like to do, and try to be sober for 30 days. Or at very least dry out and give my liver a break (which has had quite a few false starts this go round), and one of those was more output than input as I have felt stagnant, overwhelmed and the projects are piling up.
Part of that was journaling more because I find it very helpful to my mental health, and writing in this space more because this is the only public forum I feel safe/comfortable participating in old school blogging/rambling anymore.
I have found I fucking hate talking about most shit now!! 🤣🤣🤣 Or, well, writing about shit. Talking is fine actually. But doing the writing, here or in journal, has gotten stuck. Isn't it wild when you don't even want to do the stuff you really want to do? Oooof...hahaha