#whatiddoforyou

[twotruthsandally]

I would wear sexy lingerie just for you to feel it through my clothes

Twotruthsandally

[tsvitok]

I kind of want to do something really fucked up and artistic and try to pass it off as smut.

Something like, a degenerate fifteen year old girl who gets abused, gets spurned by her crush, gets kicked out of school for being gay, so then hooks up with this indiscriminate anarchist eighteen year old guy. While he fucks her senseless, she plots going back to school and taking her revenge. Then finally, she murderfucks him after she figures out he is using her for sex and then goes back to butcher her entire school in the most bloody and ruthless manner.

All of it set to the songs of Mogwai and written in sensual, delightful prose that just tickles all the warm spots but has absolutely no sexuality in it at all. Just raw visceral emotion eating at your heart until you are dead inside.

Then I want to describe this little girl getting fucked in details so raw and vivid that the entire scene will be burned into your memory for the rest of your life and any time you have sex you'll be forced to think of it.

I want to write something so art that you'll weep. And I'd do it if it wasn't for my busted up, disfigured thumb. (this alone took like a half hour to write.)