people don't understand what it's actually like being self conscious, what it's like to have no self esteem, they think your pretty and if they think that and you said no, your "attention seeking" no. I am actually the lowest self esteem but nobody notices or thinks im being serious, I may not look fat, but when I look in the mirror I see it, I feel it, but nobody listens or believes me because they see it differently, im destroyed inside but nobody notices.. I hate everything about myself besides the fact that I can hide my feelings.












