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That’s how I roll y’all . At this point yeah I love doing it and it feels good. #iloveplayingwithyourfeelings #ienjoyplayingwithyourfeelings #whatsbestforme #mychoice #believeinthefangirls #testingout #testing https://www.instagram.com/p/B2XL_fmhWK1/?igshid=19nmi12otyf11
Who can make the best choices for me?? Just ME!! #mychoices #whatsbestforme https://www.instagram.com/p/Bub_xlPF4ma/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=25j4bxi8fq9s
Can’t dwell on the hurt anyone’s caused me. Deflecting their wrong-doings, guilt, and negativity on me.
I’ve forgiven and let go.
Healing me.
Outlet
Other than the therapy, I’ve been taking my ass to the gym 5:30 every morning. Especially when I can’t sleep for shit. By 7am, I’m ready for a nap.
Dropped the alcohol and picked up some weights. Dropping pounds.
Doing crunches gets me a lil aroused..... is it just awkwardly me?? Lol
Realizing more and more, who’s really got me. No matter the season or circumstance. All pride aside and completely open and honest. I’m truly forever grateful.
Forgiving. Growing. Unconditional.
Enjoying this chapter
Growth. Goals. Achievement. Success.
Depression
Hidden behind a smile.
Overwhelming feelings of sadness and anxiety.
Yesterday I only got up to go to work.
School... I would just get up and throw on whatever. This morning I showered and took the time to actually get dressed. I am aiding my happiness.
I use to have random spurts of just sitting in my room and crying for no reason.
I have a history of self-harm.
Been subject to toxic relationships where I was verbally, mentally and emotionally abused.
Lost myself at some point. I’m relearning myself: my likes and dislikes, loving me, taking care of me, enjoying me and my own company, expressing myself comfortably and confidently.
I am masculine-presenting, but I can be just as feminine. I’m beautiful and handsome. I love me.
I’m meditating. I’m accepting. I’ve found therapy.
