Today I stepped into my heart again. It had been a long time I know what triggered it...the waiting, the questions the feeling of being frozen within walls that began to start slowly closing in. I think anytime you break down in tears it catches you off guard. Fine one minute Not ok the next It's not often that I dissect the meaning of my tears. Usually I move on as if nothing has happened. Today my ignorance of ignoring didn't surface. I had an unknowing that I wanted to get to know. It was like my heart was laying on a table with a slice down the middle. Open for the world to see. I stepped into it..my heart I was standing in the center as the blood splashed against my ankles. Why are you crying I asked out loud My heart tried to respond with something false Then the blood began to rise to the bottom of my knee caps and it started to spill out the sides. And so too did my truth. I'm hurting and I don't know why I mean, I do know why and I don't There's a piece missing to the puzzle and I cannot quite put my finger on it. What made the crying start? I asked my openly bleeding heart. Someone spoke kindly to me today They didn't scream or shout There was no blame or shame I think it's been a year since this has happened It brought me to tears, the gentleness I watched as the invisible needle and thread began the suturing process of my heart at least three maybe even 4 cm of my heart was sewn back in the proper place. And this is what healing feels like I whispered gently. My bleeding heart replied by its beginning to beat again #relationshipgoals #love #healthyliving #healthylove #faith #godspeed #plantbasedpower #whatveganssay #ocean #view #picoftheday #intuition #intuitive #inspiredaily #inspiration #storytime #detox #detoxyourlife (at Carlsbad, California)