all my thoughts are screaming at me from behidn the membrane of fog and noise and crying and i cant breahte WHY CANT I HEARTHEMWHYCANTIHEARMYOWNTHOUGHTSWHYTHEFUCKISITSOSILENTBUTSORESTLESSINMYOWNHEAD but as logn as i never understand i can enevr be anrgy right?nothingmakesanysense i cant make anything out its all jsut muttering and whispering and I CANT GER ANYFUCKING PEACE ANYWHERE but as long as i never hear anything it must be silence















