nothing can make me feel anything except annoyed or disgusted or angry or bitter or sad or anxious or tired fml

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@so-done-ughhh
nothing can make me feel anything except annoyed or disgusted or angry or bitter or sad or anxious or tired fml
my head wont stop saying im someone im notitwontstopitwontstopitwontstopitwontstop im not him stop trying to tell me i am,,
but then,,, who am i? if not a piece of shit
can somone drown me in methylane blue
i get it i get itigetitigetit im antisocial and its obvious ik ik i smell like shit and im chopped and im bitter and insecure and angry at everyone and everything anf im so fucking pressed all hthe time over shit that doesnt matter f i get it i get it i geti it i get it im a eretarrd n ik its not that deep its never that deep ntothing ever is
all my thoughts are screaming at me from behidn the membrane of fog and noise and crying and i cant breahte WHY CANT I HEARTHEMWHYCANTIHEARMYOWNTHOUGHTSWHYTHEFUCKISITSOSILENTBUTSORESTLESSINMYOWNHEAD but as logn as i never understand i can enevr be anrgy right?nothingmakesanysense i cant make anything out its all jsut muttering and whispering and I CANT GER ANYFUCKING PEACE ANYWHERE but as long as i never hear anything it must be silence
i made ts blog when i was depressed but now im js mad all the time and im js gonna post hate from now on lowkey
society doesnt exist,, its not real its made up,, the only thing thays real is me and everything i see in my mind,, everything else is a lie and not true and doesnt exist,,
if no one got me i know brain fog got me can i get an amen? or a cig.? or a hug..?
Im back and even weaker.. srry fr the hibernation if anyone cares.. id recap everything that happened but im so fucking far from reality i cant remember this morning
UP DOWN IP DOWN BEND OVER BACKWARDS FUCK YOURSELF OVE UP DOWN DOWN DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN KNEES CRACKING NECK SNAPPING UP DOWN UP DOWN DO IT RIGHT DO IT FAST DO IT NOW NOW UP DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN UPDOWNUPDOWNUPDOWN
wtf am i doing w my life wtf is this blog
at this point i really do deserve to be in the pain im in cuz im just doing it to myself now
if anything less than immediate death isnt a good reason to get medical help ill just wait till im already too far gone..
No one asked but idc if im a ‘poser’ emo isnt just abt the music anymore its also a style…
ill just skip a few more meals and this whole nightmare will be all over