May 23, 2023
I don’t have writers block, I have totk is overtaking my life and I’m losing sleep over it and yet I literally think about every single one of my wips at all times but cannot write for the life of me bc totk exists even though my fingers crave writing and my chest craves the way it feels when I write Joel and Ellie and my throat craves the constricting breathing and sobs that overcome me when I get too caught up in writing and think about them too hard.
but my fingers also crave my joy cons and the way they still try and wind bomb around the map.
#every night#when I shower#I think about my ongoing wip#and I just#I want it to be good#I want it to come out good#but I just think about it#and the path I want to take with it#and I get so giddy#but then I turn on totk for five hours#I always write down my thoughts to refer back to!!#but actually turning it into something will come soon#I SWEARRRRR#L writes#joel miller#ellie williams#nobodys listening L
