#when kay talks

[kaysmuse]

I’ve been out of the city for one hour and I can already feel my brain healing itself from the nonsense that is city living and I just think we’re meant to be out in nature and not surrounded by skyscrapers and self-driving cars and heavily armored cops and the 9-5 grind that breaks down our very souls into smithereens

[kaysmuse]

organizing all of my crochet projects for the rest of the year and picking out yarn and remembering the joy that comes with creating something from nothing for the people i care about 🥰🥰🥰

[kaysmuse]

it's one of those days where i'm constantly questioning people's intentions and convincing myself that everyone actually hates me but they're just pretending to like me and no matter which exercise i do to battle these thoughts, nothing is working so all i'm doing in sitting on the floor crying lmfao.

i hate to be like the bad thoughts are thoughting bc my dead mom's birthday is five days away but!!!! that's kind of exactly what's happening!!!! and i hate dumping this on people bc i end up feeling guilty about things and it turns into a cycle where i end up having to call an emergency appointment with my therapist but that shit is not in the budget rn!!!!! haha what if i just end it all!!!

[kaysmuse]

slowly getting better at trusting that my friends care about me instead of assuming the worst and spiraling, really shows that being surrounded by the right people who show that they genuinely care can heal years of pain and suffering

[kaysmuse]

i love my friends

[kaysmuse]

alias: kay pronouns: she/her select a coven (cosmic, life, death, elemental): life favourite supernatural creature: werewolves favourite witch flick:  suspiria what are you most excited for: the spicy plot gif/meme that best describes you:

[kaysmuse]

constantly forgetting that i have this blog tbh 

[kaysmuse]

(anon) u r a huge nerd

shocked and offended that u would assume something that’s so true smh