what you need is not therapy but someone patting your head, carding his fingers through your hair, your head in his lap, or his in yours, gentle forehead kisses, softer mornings, birdsong and bamboo, lovesongs played on a guqin, two hands around your face as he kisses your pout away, soft embraces, stern looks with no real anger, kind indulgence, and so on...
I'm sorry, I'm going through it rn. I am also feeling a very very intense but very reasonable urge to coddle you.
Shizun patting my head.... carding his fingers through my hair... my head in his lap, or his in mine.. gentle forehead kisses.. softer mornings.. birdsong and bamboo.. lovesongs played on a guqin.. two hands around my face as he kisses my pout away.. soft embraces.. stern looks with no real anger... kind indulgence.....