Dec 6, 2023
I wish that if she reads these, she would just tell me or talk about something that she’s read from up here
She’s told me she gets on here just to read my post
But I have yet to be asked about anything that’s been happening in the past 24 hours
#it’s not that I want her to beg to talk#but it’s like#you’ve been quote/unquote looking at my page#when we argue#but when I literally want to#just not live anymore#it’s like you don’t even know what this page is#lol#and you say that you care#this would be my first place for answers#I don’t know#I just don’t feel like having to reexplain#how to be with me#it’s like the past 2 years#were nothing but me learning about you#and how to be a better person for you#I don’t know 🤷♀️#I’m not regretting it#just a thought#meh