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It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Daaaaaaamn that long already

#6 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

Damn 26,

I don’t know I feel good

No dread.

But 30 is right around the corner.

I’m excited honestly

#I lived here #this long #26 years #fully #not completely #but I’m here #meh

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Still work/going to work/wanting to work at the same place that I felt like I most belong

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I think I’ve been so hard on myself in these last years on something that I wasn’t really present in but compliant and complacent because I wanted to be wanted

#I feel that I am totally wanted #I think #I was so deep into some ideal #and that’s not fair #meh

Still work/going to work/wanting to work at the same place that I felt like I most belong

#my store manager last time was the first to #wake me up #and say maybe therapy would be right #I don’t have one of those but will definitely going back #I just need to find the right one #but I at least can go back to where I belong #and loved until a certain point #meh

Damn haven’t been up here in a while

But it looks the same lol

#what’s new?#I caught a case lol #dui #but I don’t ever want to do that again #mental health was so bad #got diagnosed for #severe depression and anxiety #don’t go there anymore though #I need to do more research #for someone who specializes in #BPD #because I think that’s me #meh

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And can’t nobody run me off this shit

I just needed a bit of a break 🫶🏾

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Also I’m doing better

Mentally

A little physically sick

But I am here

I’m always here

#also fuck any and everyone #I just do this shit for fun #meh

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Honestly you have no hold on me

Only the universe does and I’m content at the moment with that.

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And this is what Christians say when they don’t take accountability…

This is cringe.

#I take back #what I said #and honestly #I’m doing just fine #meh

And can’t nobody run me off this shit

I just needed a bit of a break 🫶🏾

#I’m back #for a limited time only #meh

I can not get too high around people

#sex content warning #I’m horny usually but #this feeling #mmm #meh #I’m ready to take someone is all

Honestly you have no hold on me

Only the universe does and I’m content at the moment with that.

#I’ll tell y’all when I’m happier #but right now #life ain’t toooooo bad #meh

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MONEY ALWAYS FINDS ME.

Learned helplessness

#not a curse #but self guilt #just the same #but trying to better #meh

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JaKayla but pronounced YaKayla

I think that’ll be my second child’s name

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But a son’s name would be a combination of both of us

#Emil Jane?#Airyn Lewis?#I don’t know #when we have a son #we’ll get there #meh

JaKayla but pronounced YaKayla

I think that’ll be my second child’s name

#I want my first daughter to be named Calliope #muse of all muses #hbic #but I think my name is so cute #but to have a daughter named after me #but in a different manner #*chefs kiss*#meh

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Also Meg THEE Stallion is everything for my sexual liberation

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Megan THEE Stallion and Rayven Lenae have been just on loop for me these past months

#I think I’m trying to get better and be better #just because I can #and just because I am.#meh

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I feel so welcomed by your family

I just never know where to guide myself

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Still trying.

Christmas was lol.

And I felt a lot disrespected.

But if I have to be better than them. I will always try to strive for that.

#I love you.#honestly and wholeheartedly.#I wish I was better socially.#I use to be better socially.#just want that back lol.#meh

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