anyway
job interview from yesterday was... lmao I mean during it he blatantly said my cv was the best out of all they got and today I get the response that they’re not calling me for second meeting because I’m overqualified or smth :’))) (because I had... experience in everything they needed :’) )
the one thing I could apply to on upwork hasn’t been viewed by the person offering the job in 8 days
I won’t get the result for the horrid test I did in december for... another three months give or take
next month preselections for a similar thing to ^^^ start which means that if I pass that I’ll have to redo the horrid december-like test again before I even get the results of the other one and the mere idea of doing it a second time is....... well let’s just say I’d have rather not
I keep thinking about the idiot former friendclassmate of mine who’s been basically turning into a fascist and is in politics and has been getting paid for it for years by playing the token minority card for two different pseudofascists and he certainly didn’t need a post-uni diploma to get there and it’s giving me ten virtual ulcers
since I fell on my back again during the whole health fiasco last week I’ve been aching everywhere but it’s obv. nothing’s broken so I just have to wait it out
I should be sleeping so I can finish off hopefully two commissions tomorrow and getting back in the swing of posting things and instead i’m here nursing those ulcers and honestly if the positive karma started coming my way already we’d all be grateful xoxoxoxo








