Jan 5, 2023
It's so incredibly frustrating that I wake up tired, I spend most of the day exhausted, and then at about 8.30 - 9.00 in the evening I'm just starting to get my energy back and then I have to take my evening medications because! THEY MAKE ME TIRED. And the later I take them, the more likely it is that they'll still be making me tired when I wake up!
I was wondering like "man why am I so pissed off when my alarm goes for my evening meds? why do I keep snoozing and snoozing and snoozing it??" newsflash idiot - YOU DON'T WANNA TAKE THE TIRED-MAKE MEDS BECAUSE YOU JUST GOT DONE BEING TIRED.
#i mean. im still tired.#i want to say that im exhausted#but then i won't have a word for how i felt this afternoon#health or lack thereof#the endep is on SUCH THIN ICE#you can hear the fucking cracks forming under its feet#i am going to give it four more weeks#which is generous#i might even stop taking it entirely... for the first time in?#five years?#(not cold turkey. but. eventually.)
