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Crossed 100k today. Feels kind of insane to have so much over my prologue. Not done yet. I have a total of 8 half-finished scenes left, and 3 completely unwritten. And some of the scenes I have need to be scrapped with new ones added instead. It's a headache. But we live and thrive anyway. My next chapter can not be this big. The one good thing is that because it takes a while to write I can find a very good natural flow for the chapter. Thanks for sticking around 💖

#god syndicate #just a disclaimer that this is before editing #which will be #its own thing

Feel sick and overfull but had a late-night/early-morning half veg wrap and now we are having our favorite brunch: scrambled egg, vegan sausage patties, avocado, spinach, cucumber with sesame seeds and cracked pepper, pickled red onion, tzatziki. I'm trying to be vegetarian and have succeeded for the most part except deli turkey. Also doing well with hydration and avoiding alcohol. Brushed teeth, washed face, took meds and vitamins and inhalers, moisturized hands, put on clean clothes. Checked email. Congratulated former coworker on his nuptials. Watched the new Tasting History, about bomb shelter meals during the Blitz. Less world-devouringly depressed than I have been in recent weeks. It is a start. It is a start. This is not your grave, get out of the hole, &c.

#making a tag for these updates #just for my own records #which will be #get out of the hole

Very mixed feelings. I'm always happy to see them, but he wanted this the most (a reunion) so it happening without him (even if it's not really a reunion) feels very bitter. At the same time, it hurts that the last time we saw them 'together' was for his funeral. I don't know what to feel.

yeah I think the majority is mixed feelings. I don’t want them to feel like they owe us this, you know? I feel like if they want to do it, they should do it. and maybe this is a part of their healing process, maybe they think he would want this too, but I tell ya what I’ll be taking a month’s worth of grievance leave if it happens Jesus Christ this fandom will be having a meltdown

#fly high Liam #starting a tag for this btw #which will be #1d at the Brits