#while you can

[zykamiliah]

im so sorry for everything alby went through but if i had seen niall and the massive black flag looming over his life i wouldn't have touched that. ever. what do you mean you noticed from the get-go niall was scaredobsessedinlove with his stepbrother and you WILLINGLY tried to have something with him. TWICE!?!?

[dialalagirl]

Laito I ate ur hat

laito- ....

tell me bitch-chan. how's the indigestion treating you?

[ask-whitepearl-and-steven]

I looked through your blog and couldn't find an answer, but for "record", are you using the verb or the noun? As in, the word pronounced "re-cord" or the word pronounced "rec-ord" because it seems like both could be correct

maybe not knowing is part of the reason I chose that particular title.

[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

you know how you sometimes see someone on the street and you're like mmmmm yes i can see your pinterest mood board already and then you put them in your WIP that you'll never really finish and kill them off two scenes later before realising they had insane chemistry with their sibling so you make the sibling not their sibling

[completelyalien]

This is not as funny as I think it is but I was literally laughing the whole time I was making this

[if-mirrormine]

as a hopeless romantic, and a somewhat swiftie. i cannot stop reading about grayson and thinking about “right where you left me” like. TEARS. i Love him so much and i wanna hold him and kiss his forehead and brush his hair back and tell him everything is gonna be okay. i’m down abominably bad.

u can't tell but im waving a lighter and sobbing

[ladywynne]

Multi-Chapter

While You Can - AO3 - Marc Spector x Steven Grant x Reader - hurt/comfort

Eclipse - AO3 - Khonshu's punishment separates the boys and blinds Steven

Mandy and the Moon - Tumblr, AO3 - the system is father to a little girl

I'm Not Good for You - AO3 - Jake x Reader

Drabbles

Waking to the Rain - Tumblr, AO3 - Marc Spector x Reader - fluff

Heart and Soul - Tumblr, AO3 - Marc Spector x f!Reader - fluff, pregnancy

Steven Forgets 1: Putnam - Tumblr - restraints and panic whump

Steven Forgets 2: Marines - Tumblr - whump within the system

Steven Forgets 3: New York City - Tumblr - mild torture whump

I Remember Every Night - Tumblr - a short contemplation of immortality featuring Khonshu

One Shots

Monarch - Tumblr, AO3 - Marc whump

Widda - Tumblr, AO3 - Layla emotional whump

Three Dates - Tumblr, AO3 - headcanon

Noche Buena - Tumblr, AO3 - Christmas Eve with Jake. Not romantic, some Jake time. The system are all Jewish.

Pencils Down - Tumblr, AO3 - Steven takes the ACT

'Til Death Do Us Part - Tumblr, AO3 - post-ep 6 Marc and Layla talk

Gan Eden - Tumblr, AO3 - Moon Boys reach their final afterlife.

My Way - Tumblr - Jake steps in when needed. He has lived life his way.

One of Us

Series

Private Spector - AO3

Riding with Private Spector - AO3

We Haunt Ourselves - AO3

Edits

Hazy - Marc psychological whump

Blue - Marc and Steven moodboard

Collections

Whumptober 2023 - all works are also listed above.