@whomuses asked: "You okay?" Langdon for Mel?
Is she okay? No. No she is not.
Mel isn’t really sure how to answer the question, she lets it hang there in the air as she leans forward and sits her chin on the top bar of the railing. Sat on the bottom bar her legs swing gently, almost childishly as she feels the weight of that silence.
Her chest hurts in ways she can’t quite describe, and she isn’t sure that she wants to. Putting names and descriptions to it felt like giving it some kind of power and setting it free and while Mel is fully aware that it is bad for you, she still doesn’t want to do that.
She fears, in some ways, to be honest about it will backfire.
That people would tell her she’s reacting wrong. Over reacting. Under reacting. She can never seem to nail the socially acceptable level of reacting to a situation and it haunts her at times.
Yet she knows she has to give him something or it’s just rude.
“I’ll be okay…” it’s not a lie. Not entirely. “Just…that kid and her mom…” too close to home for Mel and she knows it. “Just…looking after a parent at that young an age…” what she wants to say is it’s not fair. That it shouldn’t happen. That the world is shit for having needed for it to be happened and none of it leaves her. Instead she just sighs.
“It’s hard to do that…”

















