#why hello anon

[specialagentartemis]

yes kate you gotta go to mars, you cannot escape your future. you could even say, there is zero escape

God damn

[specialagentartemis]

you good?

I’m good.

I hate to sound melodramatic, but this past fall, I’m pretty sure I was legitimately depressed. Whenever I was not actively out and doing something, I felt panicky and so crushingly lonely. Everyone was so impressed that I was active in like 5 different clubs and there was no way to explain that it was because whenever I was alone I would default back to sad and scared and lonely and would sometimes start crying for no reason other than I was terrified of the future and didn’t know what to do with myself.

But now that isn’t true anymore, and I feel legitimately happy. When I’m with my field school, when I’m with my other friends who are in the area, when I’m alone, I feel content, like the rhythm I’ve found myself in is one I’d be totally fine with keeping up forever.

It feels stupid to say, but last fall, I honestly don’t think I could remember how it felt to feel like I do now. I haven’t cried randomly for no reason the entire time I’ve been out here and honestly looking back at the past 8 months or so that’s a very good sign. I have friends, I have a (long and tiring but fascinating) job(ish)(I’m not getting paid but it’s basically a job) that I love, I’m gaining the skills and experience I need to make a future in something I know I like doing.

So, yeah. I’m good.

[fukigennachou]

did you change your url recently?

Nope, this has been my url from the start ouo

[bigvillainsix]

Good Life: For (2 days), you have everything you've ever wanted. When it disappears, though imaGINE THE ANGST

Everything I ever wanted...((Why must you be so cruel it's going to be so sad when it's gone ^_^))Python: yessss I have my memory back!!!!! Python: wait no my past is sad take it back TAKE IT BACKYuki: sis, you're alive again! We can be a family for two days... *tears up*Amaya: well Hiro's finally goneAmaya: ... Now I'm bored.... IM GONNA GO DESTROY STUFFDerek: Finally a normal lifeNoya: FOOOOOD AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEEEEEPucchi: ...

[mr-cryptid]

If you were mad at someone would you tell them or let them figure it out?

It really depends on the situation…but I think I’d let them know. There have been a few times I’ve done the latter, but if I’m actually really mad I’d probably let them know.

[specialagentartemis]

SKU!

All of the music in Utena is amazing… well, aside from Rinbu Revolution and Zettai Unmei Mokushiroku, obviously, which still make me want to get up and go do dramatic and heroic things when I listen to them…  I remember having a special fondness for Shiori’s duel theme and Wakaba’s duel theme.

[specialagentartemis]

hello cool person you are a cOOL REBEL

Aw, thank you friendly anon!  

(I’m being so COOL AND REBELLIOUS by being on tumblr when I really should be working on homework)

[specialagentartemis]

hello you are rather like Sasha I have noticed as you both like potatoes and are also both badass and awesome and cool people. so yes.

aaaAAAA someone thinks I’m like Sasha

I don’t even know who you are, anon, but this gives me such warm fuzzy feelings it’s ridiculous (thank you)