OK, so I have probably just officially lost my friends. Officially. So this weekend is one of my best friends bachelorette party in Las Vegas. I had my flight booked and Money saved. ready to go. But, of course, as usual, I cannot make it. There are so many reasons why, not just one. It's complicated and if I went, I know I would regret it later. I called the bride to be and explained myself. Not sure what is being said about it, but I'm sure they're over it and me. I still plan on being in the wedding, if I;m still invited to be after this, which I hope I am because I want to be there on the happiest day ever, but I can understand if she kicks me out. I wouldn't like it, but hey... in my most honest opinion, I will say that I haven't been the best of friends. I just have so much on my plate with my own family, it's hard for me to even think of spending money on myself.