My “friend” who proposed and I clearly said no, won’t stop making advances and I’m sooo fuckn uncomfortable… I told him again today but looks like he is not getting it… im scared shitless that he would coerce me into something… all my life I’m scared of being stuck/trapped and I clearly don’t want to be with him… all this gave me a huge panic attack today… I blocked him on everything… but still I’m so scared…
It’s not an immediate safety issue but why would he not understand me saying no… I’ve said it multiple times in many ways… I told him he is making me uncomfortable … man I hate my life so much… I don’t need this unnecessary anxiety on top of everything else …









