#wiag thoughts

[sodanisboy]

Where I Am Going is Right Where I Am

Synopsis: you had one problem with being in katseye. the second word of three that was commonly used to describe you guys, ‘girl’ was the word. it had always left you hating life, maybe it’s time you figured out why.

TWs: platonic katseye x 7th member reader; tmasc reader; no use of y/n ( referred to as you or revy (rev, reverie)); grew up too fast reader; neurodivergent reader; he struggles with emotions; he lowkey needed a hug berfore he realized that he was trans; dysphoria; depression; anxiety; angst/comfort; angst; found family;

Notes: this is entirely inspired by @mayzini's 'The Mountain Is You' which is a fic series that I would absolutely suggest to anyone. a lot of this page is actually also inspired by theirs so seriously go read it!

Current Word Count: 7.6k

Canon Important Fics:

in a different place [revy centric, revy's pov]

some time alone and a cat that can seeming read minds really helps with the constant thoughts apparently

disappearing acts [revy centric, manon's pov]

all the kats are back and everything should be back to normal, but with more normal, but then manon notices you're more secluded than normal.

a broken piano piece and a soothing shell [revy centric, revy's pov]

you and yoonchae have always been close, so of course she's the one who goes after you when you ditched movie night. it leads to some scary confessions but you'd rather it be to her than anyone else.

and tomorrow never came [revy centric, revy's pov]

You came out a month ago, and it's been hard on you. That in combination with your new medication has lead you to a particularly dark place.

TAGLIST (36/50) -> open

[sodanisboy]

anyways the revy thought.

i specifically wrote him in such a way that he and sophia are the same side of two different coins.

they're so much a like in history that it would actually be scary. they're both from rich & fairly famous families that. they're both pushed to do their best. people look to them both for leadership. they should in all universes understand each other, just not this one.

instead revy got parents that just needed a kid to check something off the 'successful person' list. he got ones who fired the first person who actually cared about him because she was 'promoting mediocrity'. he got parents who'd rather a depressed child than an embarrassment who does nothing with their lives (aka not becoming a doctor or lawyer). he was there to add fluff to their 'our lives are great' conversations, he was there so that they'd never lose the 'look at my kid' competition.

then he ran away for da, things shifted. people didn't really know that he was who he was, he could just be revy. then manon asked him if he was the same kruger that she'd seen on some of the billboards when she was in france.

it crumbled from there, everyone treated him differently. it wasn't their faults obviously but he felt the shift.

sophia's change had been the worst, he'd thought she'd treat him normally because they were both in similar situation, but she took his shyness and uncertainty as professionalism and suddenly, without them all realizing, revy was forced back into the box that he'd been trying to escape his entire life.

[sodanisboy]

Saw a tiktok of the xg members playing with cocona bald head and initially got the image of a future where revy already is out of the closet with the members and the fans and is presenting to the world as a man, and he got his first mullet haircut and every video that the kats post on YouTube of behind the scenes yoonchae is ALWAYS listening to the instructions while playing with revys hair (he doesn’t bother to style his hair because he knows yoonchae is going to leave it like a mess)

-🏳️‍🌈 anon

well yes, anyone other than moonz try and he pushes their hand away BUT those two are allowed to mess his hair up as much as they'd like

it would probably go like this:

yoonchae was leaning against the wall as the director of their newest music video was telling each member about what they need to do for this next particular shot. it didn't take her long to notice that revy's hair was slightly out of space. out of habit, yoonchae reached up slightly to move revy's hair into place. the younger boy tensed before turning around quickly before noticing that it was yoonchae messing with his hair. after comfirming he turned back to the director, despite having already fixing revy's hair, yoonchae couldn't find it in herself to stop running her hand through his dual coloured hair. revy didn't seem to mind, in fact even letting his head lean into her hold more.

[sodanisboy]

Could we get an example of how revy and the girls would be dressed for a performance after revy came out to everyone?

ok so throughout the fic and his transition the girls styling doesn’t particularly change, they get given less skintight stuff so that he doesn’t look super out of place but for the most part they remain the same.

revy’s style however is a completely different conversation. so for revy he starts out with the same styling as the rest of the girls maybe a little bit more masculine but nothing crazy.

then he comes out to the company and they put him in much more masculine clothing that’s lowkey really baggy in comparison to what he was wearing before, so like baggy jeans and a tank top or smth idk

finally once he’s gotten into a spot where he feels comfortable he’s giving more revealing clothing to match the girls, so like it’s just a more masculinized version of smth the girls are wearing.

[sodanisboy]

hey gang, question for future platonic kats fic series that’s inspired by tmiy, do we want r to have a supportive family or an unsupportive family in him being queer (and trans but that would’ve later obviously)

choose!

supportive

unsupportive

solarz (you ain’t solarz :0)

Voting ended onJan 16

also i think da would have been his last go at the arts before he went to do something else

[sodanisboy]

i was also thinking about what it was like for revy to come out to the girls

i can imagine him being so afraid because what if they feel uncomfortable with him now? like, they used to be sisters, but now what? and him just freaking out about it but when he finally tells them they’re all so sweet and supportive, taking him to buy new clothes and getting a haircut, maybe even one of the girls gifting him a binder

-🎸

(sorry that this took so long)

i think rn in the plot line, he's just barely coming to terms with the fact that he's trans. not bc of what it means for him mentally as it explains so much.

that being said, i do think that he's at the very least scared to tell hybe greffin, his is however more scared to spend the rest of his life lying to those around him and not living as himself.

as for the girls, its actually sophia and dani that he isn't complete sure about telling as he trust moonz with his life and megara are queer so he just kinda assumes that they'll be okay (obviously sodani care but in a positive way)

as for what they each do, they each take him shopping and make him clothing that they themselves would buy. it's honestly cute. lara and manon are ready with the good binder sites and make sure to do research into packers if that's what he'd like.

dani and yoonchae take him to get his hair cut and dyed.

megan is planning the 'party' for him coming out, she's totally doing a gender reveal thing.

sophia is prepping to plead theyre case for keeping revy in the group and transitioning into a global group instead once he mentions that he wants the best of both worlds.

[sodanisboy]

just want to let you know the more i think about revy the more angstier it gets

us three fates are in fact giving him the ace treatment :)

(feel free to ask about him IF you want)

[sodanisboy]

me when it’s 1 am and i’m cooking:

thank you @kams-corner for letting me rant