Yesterday (recap) and today's plan
So yesterday was a really really good day. You know the quote "Eat your frog 🐸 first thing in the morning"? I think it was by Mark Twain and the essence is: do the worst task first and then the whole day will feel better.
Sounds easy, but for my nevrodivergent brain it's a difficult thing to achieve. Okay, I might not be autistic, might not be ADHD, but my brain is definitely nevrodivergent.
I realized this for the first time when someone said "Oh I'm thinking too much I should stop" and I was like "Haha yeah, like you can do that."
But they said "Ofc I can." Long story short, I begin to realize that not all people have this 100 tabs open, working constantly, struggling to pick what's priority.
Then I realized there is a difference between being lazy and just struggling to START a task. Because once you start it, then it's easy peasy lemon squeezy.
But lacking this executive functioning (that the neurotypical brains possess) makes it really really hard to just get off the couch and start doing stuff.
Being lazy is a choice.
Wanting to do SO much stuff and being unable to just start is not laziness.
Anyway... What I mean is.. I can't always eat the frog first. Most of the time I delay and delay and delay until the last possible moment.
But yesterday, for whatever reason, I managed to do what I wanted FIRST THING IN THE MORNING.
I cleaned the house. Folded so many clothes, did two cycles of laundry, changed sheets, washed the dishes, organized the toys, vacuumed, cleaned the bathroom... All this before coffee and breakfast. Then I took a shower and did a face mask. 😍 Put lotion on my body and hair, took a really good care of myself.
It felt so good.
Then I had granola for breakfast, then I put some makeup on and then I went out to throw away some trash.
Then it was league time. I played some arena, some aram, some rankeds.. got promoted from Platinum 4 to platinum 3. Woop woop 🙌
Had a coke with ice and lemon and also a sip of whiskey in it (really just a sip barely could taste it, it was more for a mental effect 😅) and a chocolate bar for dinner.
Anyway .. too long. But I'm happy with yesterday.
Right now I'm at Costa.
I have some work to catch up with.
I'm not okay with my lipstick for some reason.
I'm also waiting for my sister and my nieces and nephew. They gonna be in Varna for 4 days, at some hotel with a pool and I'm invited as well. Ofc they want the cool aunty there 😌 hehe 😁
I feel a bit guilty that my kids won't know about this (they really love the girls and the little one and my sister), BUT honestly it's gonna be chaos if they are here as well. 🥲 So we keeping this a secret. 🙏
Now get back to work or I won't stop talking.
Yo, VOILÀ dropped an awesome video of "Fall up" song. 🖤🖤🖤
