Happy with her in his arms
 Lily of the Valley - Return to happiness
Will Croft. Kiara Croft. Post Lindsay.
Kiara was late.
Will stared at the television screen, not comprehending the images just flashing across the screen â it was just noise in the hollow apartment.
It shouldnât feel hollow. Kiara literally filled the apartment â the walls were galleries of her paintings and photographs, the shelves pedestals to her sculptures of every shape and material â but the sounds seemed to reverberate off the empty spaces, emphasizing his solitude.
Kiara was late, but heâd given up expecting her to be home at all.
His fingers itched to grab his phone and text her, ask her when she was coming home. But the bitter voice inside his head told him that she wouldnât answer him. Or worse. Sheâd tell him she wouldnât.
Because LiLi needed her.
The shadows hissed, his ire feeding them. Kiara was his and yet he was less because of Lilian. And nothing he did could make his love recognize how poisonous the telepathâs presence was. The dark bags under her eyes. The way her clothes were starting to hang off her body. The barren studio.
Heâd seen her try. To sit at her wheel and shape the clay only for it to warp into a grotesque mask, a gaping mouth twisting in a silent wail. To stand at her easel and cover her canvas in sapphire and cobalt and black and then see crimson and scarlet and blood red pool on the darkness unthinkingly.
Heâd pulled her away. Turned her back to the violent visions and held her together as she buckled against him and quaked with sobs.
The same bitter voice hissed that he craved those moments. When she was the most broken. Because she didnât dare go to Lilian then. And she was his. Completely.
It spoke to how far the telepath was lost that he knew those thoughts wouldnât held against him. Where theyâd once been thrown in his face to prove how undeserving he was of Kiara, now Lilian would use them against her best friend, as evidence of why she should be abandoned.
âHe wishes I was dead,â Lilian hissed, straining against the obsidian coil that wrenched her hand away from bloodied wrist as another shadow tethered her injured arm and stymied the blood. The small, drenched shard of porcelain flung to the side. Wild sapphire eyes drilled into him, screaming for him to confirm it. âHe thinks Iâm killing you and heâs right! Let. Me. DIE!â
Kiara was home less after that.
Will sighed and turned off the television. The only light in the room was his cellphone screen as he tapped out a message.
<Going to bed. See you when you get home> He wrote. <Love you>
The phone sat silently on the counter as he brushed his teeth and it remained dark while he set it on the nightstand. He didnât wait for a response, just climbed into bed and settled into his rhythm.
Breathe in. One. Two. Three. Four. Exhale. Focus on the muffled music from the upstairs apartment. Repeat.
He drifted off in the middle of the pattern.
Blearily, he was aware of somebody sinking onto the mattress beside him and the tickle of cold air as the blankets lifted off him. He grabbed the edges of the blankets and wrapped his arms around Kiara, tucking the fabric around them.
âWhat time is it?â he murmured as Kiara pressed against him.
âAround 5:45, closer to six,â she answered. âI have a doctorâs appointment at noon.â
The words jarred him awake.
âWhatâs wrong?â
Kiara hated doctors. Hated the lights. Hated the sterility. Hated the memories from before Lilian and after â
Her hand covered his heart and he was sure she could feel its frantic rhythm under her fingers. âShhhh,â she urged gently as he bent his head to rest his forehead against the top of hers. âItâs OK, I just need to take a blood test.â
âGiven our history with hospitals in blood, Iâm not convinced,â he told her.
She sighed against him, curling inward as she entwined their bodies (intimate, seeking a connection and comfort). âLiLi thinks Iâm pregnant. She felt something ââ
âKiara ââ
âThe home pregnancy test was positive. I canât remember when my last period was but thatâs because of stress and honestly, the days blur together ââ the words ran together and Will contorted his body to cover her lips with a kiss.
She laughed nervously as they parted.
âWeâre having a baby,â he murmured, elated.
âWe need to be sure,â the blonde stated, her voice shaky. âWill, I donât want to get my hopes up. Things have been so fucking terrible for so long and I canât â I canât think about this until I know for certain. So, until the doctor says it, weâre not anything.â
âAlright,â he concedes reluctantly.
âI replied to your text earlier, but Iâm guessing you didnât see it.â Kiara tucked her head in the crook of his shoulder, her breath warm on his bare skin. âLove you too.â
âGo to sleep,â Will ordered softly, happy to have her in his arms.














