Nov 4, 2021
A lot has been going on inside and out these past days.
Hormones driving me crazy, movie night with the team, Halloween crazy party, troubled sleep, lot of time spent with J, insights on my love patterns, car problems (again), hours bouldering at the gym, getting ready for our climbing trip to Font, got the apartment I was telling you about last week, lots of tears, lots of questions, blurry rainy days and snowstorm. Also it's the new moon so i'm taking it easy tonight. It's nice to pause things.
I'm trying to let the feelings flow. I'm trying to stop holding on to anger and pain and expectations.