Jul 3, 2015
I just wanna wear shorts
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I just wanna wear shorts
As much as I wished we just weren't right for each other.
HFS IVE LOST 19 POUNDS! WTF WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN?? 1 MORE POUND THEN IT'LL BE 20 POUNDS DOWN! SW 156 CW 137 GW 108
RANT
So like today is not my day. I have a horrible cold on top of my allergies making it hard to breath & with my luck my inhaler decides to run out on me. Oh yeah it feels like I’m going to start my period these are cramps are killing me. I woke up weighing 139 like wtf? I was 136 the other day. Am I retaining water? Cause I look puffy af. Got no workout in today which its totes upsetting me, but I can't even breath so working out is not a possibility. Not trying to die. AND I have a shit load of hw to due & I have no idea how to do it! Finals are coming up in a couple weeks my stress level is at shaven head Britney Spears rn. I can honestly go for a shot of tequila but I don't think it will solve any of my problems. I’ll probably will be way more chill than I am rn. Can today please be over? Like I just wanna sleep and start fresh tmrw! & Omgg Greys is on tonight! I seriously don't think I can watch it cause I can’t live with out Mereder! Like how is Mcdreamy gone? All the OG’s are almost gone. If Mere goes I go. Like I almost stopped watching a couple years back when Lexi and Mark died! Any ways I need a break from everything. A vacation or something. Cause I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me. My dad and I are on such bad terms. Mom is on business she needs to come back. My brother is turning into my dad little by little everyday and thats not a good thing. Fuck the guy I was doing so well with! He dropped me no explanation nothing just stopped talking to me out of no where. I thought we were going to be together. I still like him. Everything has been so bad lately, I know that its gonna get better sooner or later. I just have to wait it out and keep fighting through the bs to get to the good shit.
Put all my anger and frustration into my workout feeling a lot better about myself and situation.
Why do you kiss me & then barley talk to me? I’m like too old for this shit it’s so annoying and upsetting. I like you dude, but I’m not gonna sit here and cry and eat a bunch of bad food. That’s not helping anyone.
I’m gonna take my feelings out at the gym run & smash some legs.
Fuck you dickface.
I'm like so afraid to wear shorts to the gym.. But I'm gonna do it anyways
Fml
Leaving on spring break tmrw night. Trying on outfits and I feel like I look like a monster. Everything is just horrible looking on me. It's gonna be super hot where we're going & I'm gonna be dressing like an old bad lady hiding my bod. I lost weight literally just posted a picture of it but it's obviously not enough.