#willbehappy

[loudsnow]

I love you, but I don't know what to do

[lunaticlane]

My thoughts are ugly, they are so hideous inside of me, im so glad others cant see how much decaying self is within. Half the time I scare myself with the words that stream, maybe thats why I have... or need constant distractions. I try to be there for everybody as much as I can, to the point where I cant remember when I was ever there for myself. Nobody will know how much my life changed, I wont let that part of me open up anyways, things need to change, there is no survival rate in life.