#willowwhines

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my phone is being a nightmare and I’m going to have to trade it in soon before I lose all my data smh

my current one is officially the oldest of current models or some shit so they’re starting to turn off features and I can no longer update hhh

being “forced” into getting a newer model pisses me off, I’m getting Xbox 360 flashbacks when all I wanted was to play Minecraft with the new cat models but it wouldn’t update anymore

fuck this man, I don’t want a new phone but it turned off my ability to CALL one day for example. all because my phone can’t run the newer stuff, my storage is so full that it won’t let me delete things like- 🫠

[sunfl0wersapphic]

you know what? overall my health has been pretty good this summer! my weight loss meds are working, i got prescribed my nasal spray again, i haven’t needed my cane in awhile-

*may need nasal surgery because spray isn’t working + just messed up already bad knee, thus needing cane more than ever one*

Ah.

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i hate when they change the pill looks or name from my last refill, really messes me up on which one I should take since I haven’t memorized the names yet

Mom: well, maybe someone who can’t remember the difference and dosage of their meds shouldn’t be in charge of their own meds.

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ughh I’m sick of my bad memory

I feel like an asshole when I forget things lately

[sunfl0wersapphic]

I’m so sick and tired of feeling symptoms every single single day. I can’t even begin to describe how wonderful it would be to experience just one day without any of my medical problems. just once. no headaches, no joint pain, no tingling, no nausea, no fatigue, no twitching, no panic attacks, no breathing issues.

A day of “normalcy”.

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the anxiety is h i t t i n g

i want to cancel my plans so badly oml i feel awful

[sunfl0wersapphic]

I’ll be honest, im a bit scared about my new symptoms and what I could have

I know google is no friend when it comes to things medical but uh, I know I have an autoimmune disease just not sure which one :/

and im not looking forward to these potential “facial muscle paralysis” ones haha

[sunfl0wersapphic]

dude I neeeed this Christmas to be a banger, this past week has been shit thanks to a rude doctor, three new meds, four heated arguments, and now aches and pains

happy holidays to me :]