I... I don't have any positive source memories.
I remember the Window SEKAI collapsing. I remember sinking into the depths. I vaguely remember hearing the others cry out for me.
But I don't remember coming back.
I know I had to have come back, after all, I still recognize the transformed Window SEKAI as *mine.* It's still my home, even if I don't remember returning. But it's less of a home, since I don't remember a thing about it.
Part of me wonders if I truly did come back or if it's just wistful thinking. Or, perhaps the reason I can't remember is because of our situation. It's just like my source, after all. I try to reach out to the host, it fails, something happens, and the cycle repeats.
Maybe, when things finally get better, I'll get a positive source memory.
-Window SEKAI Miku fictive (#50shatteredmelodies)
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