She understood, and that was perhaps the most agonizing connection that sent them spiraling into an endless descent. Though surrounded by an unyielding crowd, attention rapt and ‘beauty’ appreciated, heart found no comfort or ease; a closed and sealed book amidst avid readers. “ I feel the same…. ” Perhaps she misunderstood, yet the muttered words churned emotions she kept buried. Perhaps he referred to the bluster and ever observant eyes of the interested – a belief they held, but a belief untrue by all means. Perhaps it was but the industry they currently dwell in, but twas her sentiments exactly.Once upon a time, fame and prominence was desirable. Once upon a time.These days she much preferred to be left to her own devices, to be enclosed within familiar walls with quill in hand, writing a letter to one long gone, and attempting, attempting so hard to write pen the stories she loved dearly. But alas composition did not flow when misery wrecked her creativity, reasonably once upon a time she was meant for front pages and striking poses, but conceivably, that was a thing of the past.She simply wished to return to their side, to belong once more with a boisterous family inclined to cause disruptions and disturbances wherever they went, but they were family, and she belonged. Yet they were scattered like marbles struck, though it could hardly be comparable to a game of pool. Now, she had no home, no family. It was lonely, empty, reminiscent of a time before Fairy Tail. It was better to have loved and lost, than to never love at all. But one failed to cite the utter desolation and heartache of losing. She could not continue for long. Lucy Heartfilia did not belong now, but she would forge a home of her own. That was the Fairy Tail spirit. And one day, one day, they would return. “ We’ll make it somehow. ”