Abrupt changes
Pairing: reader x bias (I didnt really put a name of the story for you to think of it as your bias) 😊
Genre: angst? Sad? 😅
A/N: hi! Its my first time to write fics since 2010 and im sorry i didnt checked it for errors and stuff tried to write it in 10minutes because I just want to write. Tell me how you feel about it 😊
"The only way to get past these feeling is to tell myself your not coming back..."
You sighed as you look at the clock beside your bed. Its been hours since you tried to sleep and its has been like thay for weeks now. You try not to think about him. You try not to think about his smile, about the way he holds you close when you sleep, the way he smiles when he sees you in the morning puffy eyed and sleepy. Its the best for the both of you, its his fault anyway. You tell yourself. You tell yourself repeatedly those words you become numb. Indeed he was a dream that came true to you. He was an idol for god sakes and you were just an ordinary person but was fate that decided you should meet but not end up together. You wiped your tears angrily remembering what happend..
"We need to talk."
"Whats up hun?" you sat down near him one night. It was one of those usual nights that he comes home late and you wait for him. Dinner on the table and good show on the television for him to relieve stress. Hell, you even run a bath for him thinking that he was too stressed with all the practices and the tours. All of these little details because you were so excited to to tell him a news.
"I need to tell you something" he sad. He hung his head low, afraid to look at you. That is when you sensed that something was wrong. After 3 years of dating him, it was the first time you saw him like this.
"lets break up, y/n. I cant let you ruin my career. I cant do this relationship where someone waits for me on the other side of the globe, I cant do this relationship because I slept with other girls in different countries and I dont think I should keep this from you anymore" he simply said. But he way he said it made your hear shatter into pieces. Tears started to fall down into your eyes when you said to him "why me? I loved you more than anyone and anything in this world. I tried to give you everything I could how could you, **bias name**!?"
"It was a mistake y/n. I didnt mean it but it happend.."
"IT WAS A MISTAKE? WHEN YOU SLEPT WITH DIFFERENT GIRLS NOT JUST ONE?"
"IM SORRY Y/N. I DIDNT WANT THIS TO HAPPEND BUT I COULD KEEP IT FROM YOU FOR TOO LONG" He said. You were so mad that he was crying too.
"You know what? I am going to go to my room. When I come.out from there 10minutes later I dont want to see even a single.strand of you in this.house. my house." you calmy said. Gathering yourself and going straight to yoir room. You tried your best to stop crying because you know it wont do nothing. After an hour, you came out of the room. Hoping that he didnt left. But he did. He took all his thinhs and left.
You sadly hold your tummy said "I guess its just you and me now, little one."
You sadly glanced at your clock and realizing that the sun will shine again soon but you dont think he will come back. Not now, not ever and not even when a baby is on its way.