Sep 24, 2015
1st in Last
I’m asleep in my own life
This shit has to be a dream
This couldn’t honestly
Be actually happening to me
I’m weighed down by emptiness
Suffocated by loneliness
I feel like the fastest car in the slow lane
The only survivor from a derailed train
In a porn, I’d have the biggest dick
And I’d probably blow my load way too quick
I’m the first to hit bottom
So at least I’m still on top
A diamond in the rough?
I Make a perfect example, of a fuck up
I win at losing, in fact I’m an expert,
In this life, I keep on choosing
When it comes to the worst
I always seem to come in first
