#winter blue notes

[thehyperspacesystem]

Made a video about what's going on for me for the others to watch, I found it strangely theraputic, I really enjoyed it. I figured out how to use Davinci Resolve by myself! (They have a Linux version!) I'm trying to convince my system to buy a camera from this decade so that I don't have to use some terminal based tool to convert the file format to present-day mp4. I'm not a hacker. Someone wrote notes on what to type.

I hope it's not too weird to watch... I did see one video by another alter on the memory card, so I copied that across and converted it to mp4. I swear my face actually looks different depending on who is fronting, which I know is physically impossible, but that's what it looks like on the camera.

[thehyperspacesystem]

I had a confusing return from Dormancy. The person I live with helped catch me up on recent events a bit and my system had kept a bullet journal on a tablet, which I read too. I had to go through a process of testing what my body can and can't do, initially moving using a cane and then discovering that my body doesn't like it so much if I do too much of that. So then I was getting used to moving in a wheelchair. I discovered that we have finally been prescribed a decent pain med, so I took that and I no longer feel like death.

It took me a hot minute to realize who I was, I charged up my Kindle... tidied up a little bit, felt half dead from tidying up and then remembered that I downloaded a book I wanted to read a while ago, but never got to read it. I'm about to settle in with the book.

But you know dormancy sucks.

Oh yeah, the 90s called and they want their phone back. My system is now using a flip phone that only texts and calls, no apps or internet. I didn't even know phones like that were still available! But smart phones constantly ding while you're trying to read your book or whatever, so I guess I understand why the others might have done that.