WARNINGS/TAGS: Running away, mentions of rituals and sacrifices, adoptive yandads, polyamorous yandads, violence, implied death (no one serious), gender neutral reader, immortality, platonic/parental yandere, infantilization
WORD COUNT: 4.8k
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Polyamorous dads! <3 I've kind of rushed this near the end, but I've been dealing with some writer's block, so please excuse it ^^; let me know if there are warnings I forgot!
Several years ago, when you were still a child, you had been chosen as a sacrifice to give your village mercy from four powerful Gods, all for a more plentiful harvest. This choice wasn't made willingly on your part.
In fact, you weren't even asked! You were just plucked up from your bed and shoved into the ceremonial temple where offerings were to be taken.
You remember being terrified when you saw the Gods' faces, thinking it was time for your inevitable demise. But that never happened.
Instead, the deities decided you were far too precious to be eaten, and the next thing you knew, they had started raising you as their child.
Autumn has always been the calm and collected one of your parents. He's always there to give you good advice, and amazing food, especially baked goods. It's easy for you to tell him anything and everything.
Winter is quiet most of the time, but is probably the most cuddly. He's always worrying about your comfort, always making sure you've got warm enough clothes on during winter, or tucking you in with extra blankets.
Spring is clingy beyond belief. He hates not being able to be around you, or see you. He cries very easily if he doesn't know where you are. And he loves spending time with you, and gossiping with you.
Summer likes giving piggyback rides, and play fighting with you. He's definitely the most extroverted out of all four of your parents.
Life with them hasn't been too bad over the years, all things considered. Sure, they're all very protective of you, but you know they'll do anything for you at any time.
Now that you're old enough to live away from them though, you feel that things need to change. You want freedom, to have your own life.
The problem is, convincing Autumn, Winter, Spring, and Summer about that is easier said than done.
They like having you all to themselves, after all, so why would they let you leave the nest?
Since Autumn is the easiest to talk to, you nervously approach him as he rakes the yard of leaves. A gust of wind makes some fall back down onto the ground anyway, and you see him sigh deeply, looking quite irritated, until he looks at you.
He immediately softens his gaze at the sight of you, smiling. "Hello, dear! What can I help you with?"
"Um...hey..." You kick at the leaves a bit with your feet, avoiding eye contact with him. "I actually wanna talk with you..." His expression immediately turns worried. "It's nothing that serious! It's just... I think you'd overreact the least."
"I'm listening." Autumn gestures towards one of the garden benches nearby for you to sit, which you do so.
Taking a deep breath first, you try to organize your words. "So... I've been thinking a lot lately..."
"Yes?" Autumn says gently, setting down his rake and sitting next to you. His brows are furrowed, still clearly worried.
"Well, you see, I really appreciate you and everyone else raising me all these years, but..." you hesitate, trying to get the rest of what you need to say out before it hurts his feelings. "I want to be like the other humans, and start living on my own, being more independent... stuff like that."
He blinks slowly as he processes what you just told him. Then suddenly, without saying anything, Autumn stands up, grabs the rake again, and continues gardening.
This... was a surprisingly neutral reaction.
But then again, Autumn never gets mad.
"...Papa? Did you hear me?" you ask cautiously, watching him scoop up the scattered leaves into neat piles.
"I did."
"...and?" Now you're standing, feeling offended by the lack of response.
"And I don't have any response to give."
"You... don't have... any response to give...?" you repeat incredulously. This wasn't going how you wanted it to at all! "Well, I... uh, figured that since you were the most level-headed, that you wouldn't be upset about this!"
"I never said I was angry with you."
His nonchalant attitude makes you frustrated, especially since Autumn still isn't looking at you. "Let me guess: disappointed?"
Autumn finally looks up from what he was doing. "I suppose I'm just... shocked. I can't wrap my head around the fact my child would rather be with humans than with their parents."
"I'm human too," you mutter.
"Yes, but we chose to raise you, keep you safe, nurture you." There's an edge to Autumn's voice now. "You can't possibly want to waste your time among people who didn't even want you in the first place?"
Ouch. He hit you where it hurt, bringing up that you had been a sacrifice.
You glare at your Godly parent. "Don't bring that up, it isn't fair."
"Well, it's true. And now that you're grown, I refuse to lose you. Because I love you dearly," Autumn replies, staring at you intently, the golden sheen in his eyes seeming brighter than normal. "And you will not be leaving us so long as I have something to say about it. That's final."
Before you can protest, he walks back into the house. Feeling annoyed, you head back inside yourself.
If Autumn is saying no, you decide maybe Winter will be more understanding. Just getting permission from one of them should be enough...
You find Winter out on the patio, drinking coffee, as per usual. You're not sure why he does, given he's so tired that even caffeine doesn't make much difference for him, but he seems to enjoy the flavor enough.
When you walk towards him, he gives you a sleepy smile. "Hi, sweetheart."
"Hey, Mom." The way he looks at you, like you're his whole world, almost makes you want to abandon your plan entirely. Almost. "Um, is it okay if we talk? About something sort of... well... serious?"
Winter frowns, looking very worried already, but he nods. "Alright..." As he sets down his mug on the little glass table, his fingers shake, something they always do when he's nervous or uncomfortable. "You're not hurt, are you?"
"No, nothing like that! I promise," you quickly add on, sitting down across from him.
"That's good," Winter breathes a sigh of relief, calming down some. "Then what's wrong?"
Gazing up at Winter's gentle face, you wonder how exactly to go about telling him, so as not to break his heart. Especially since he tends to internalize things far too much.
But after thinking through how best to phrase it, you end up spitting the truth out, unadulterated. "I want to move out."
"What?" Winter's voice cracks on that simple word, pain flashing across his features.
Ugh, that's such a guilt trip. You look away awkwardly. "It's nothing personal, I just want... freedom."
"How am I supposed to take care of you? How will I protect you?" he asks frantically. "Are you unhappy here? If so, I'll fix whatever's wrong. Anything. Did I do something?"
You groan softly. He's taking this worse than Autumn, but not quite how you predicted it either. "It's not that. Really! But... I'm human. I won't live forever like you guys." When you reach out to gently grasp his hand, he recoils. That stings, but you forge onward, determined to make your point. "I just want to make memories while I'm young, instead of... cooped up in here!"
"It's exactly because of your mortality that makes me even more terrified," Winter rasps. "You shouldn't be doing dangerous things. That's what your parents are supposed to prevent." He swallows thickly before continuing, eyes wet with unshed tears. "What would we do without you?"
"I'm going to die eventually," you argue, to which Winter dramatically gasps. "What? I'm stating a fact!"
"Please don't say such cruel things." His voice is barely above a whisper. "I'd rather we stopped having this conversation altogether, in fact."
"You can't avoid this!" You stand when he does. "Please, just... try to understand!" You grab onto his arm desperately. "Mom, please."
At your sad expression, and your soft begging, Winter wavers some. His gaze shifts to the floor. "Even if the others agree to it, which they won't... I won't allow this. I'm sorry."
You groan, sitting back down and burying your head in your hands.
So he's against the idea as well. Of course.
"Kiddo, what the hell happened?" Summer asks, having just witnessed his husband come inside crying.
"I didn't mean to make him cry," you mutter.
"Of course I know that. He's sensitive like your Mama, but that doesn't change what I asked." He sits down next to you, not looking angry. Just concerned. "Wanna tell me what went on with you two?"
You don't even have the energy to beat around the bush anymore. "I want to move out."
Summer's jaw tenses visibly. He frowns. "Oh, yeah?"
"Papa already said no, so did Mom," you explain tiredly, slumping over the table, feeling defeated already. "And I already know what Mama will say, he's the most predictable." And he probably heard the conversations both times from wherever he is inside the house, crying somewhere with Winter now. "Dad, please tell me you understand."
There's silence. Your father inhales deeply through his nose. "Actually, yeah."
Hope blossoms in your chest. He's going to let you leave? This could be your ticket out!
"But," Summer continues, much to your heartbreak, "under no circumstances am I gonna let that happen."
"...what? You literally just agreed with me!"
"Not quite, sunshine," he says. "I do understand wanting independence and all that stuff. But you're my baby, and you will never stop being my baby. I love you so much. If something happened to you, I'd lose my shit—excuse my French. So, unfortunately, I won't be helping you out."
Just like that, your hope is destroyed. "I only live once, I told Mom this too. I don't want to spend all my life here."
"Kid, please, don't make us sound like we're keeping you locked away," Summer murmurs. "Hey, if you want space, I can help build an extension to the house for you. I'm sure everyone else will prefer that over you wanting to move too."
"No!" you shout, surprising Summer with your sudden shift in attitude. "That isn't the fucking point! You are keeping me locked away!"
"What?"
"I haven't had contact with anybody besides you four since I was, like, eight! It isn't fair!"
The man glares at you. "Don't talk to me like that."
"You aren't my dad! None of you are my mom or dad! You're Gods, and you decided to raise me yourselves because... why?! Because you were lonely? You wanted to play house?!" You stand up suddenly, feeling your heart pounding harder than it ever has in your entire life. "I am sick and tired of it all, Dad!"
You know you're out of line. But you're so frustrated that you can't see straight.
Summer stands up as well, staring directly into your eyes. "(Y/n), watch that tone. I don't want to ground you."
"Ground me then! It's not like I'm allowed to go anywhere anyway!" You stomp inside, and Summer doesn't follow you.
When you slam the door shut, you turn to see Autumn, Winter, and a now crying Spring on the couch. Great, just your luck. They heard everything. Spring especially looks miserable.
"Why are you all here?" you question angrily.
Autumn is the first to speak. "I think you know the answer to that."
Spring is quick to hug you. "Why were you saying those things?! Was I a bad Mama?" he sobs, burying his face in your hair.
Sometimes it isn't obvious they have no clue what parenting is supposed to be like, and moments like these make it show. Spring is definitely the hardest to stay mad at.
Though it hurts to push him away when he's crying, you do it anyway, letting him look at you through tears and horror.
"Because none of this is fair!" you snap at all of them. "I hate feeling like a bird trapped in some gilded cage!"
"This is for your protection, (Y/n)," Autumn sighs. He gets off the couch and tries approaching you cautiously, hands raised like you're some wild animal. "We love you."
"You don't love me. You just want to own me like some kind of pet," you retort. "If you really loved me, you would want me to be happy."
"And we want you to live, too!" Winter snaps. "I'm sorry if that is a higher priority to us than anything else."
"Well, guess what?! I'm gonna die eventually, no matter if I stay here for the rest of my life or not!" You storm off, Spring's louder cries and Winter's softer ones fading out as you run to your bedroom.
...
A few hours later, you come downstairs, having calmed down a bit more, though you're worried about seeing your guardians again.
You shuffle into the kitchen, where you see Autumn preparing lunch. Not seeing the others, you walk up to him sheepishly.
"Hi, Papa."
"Hm? I thought you didn't see any of us that way now." His tone of voice is cutting, but you can tell it's hiding a lot of hurt. That's worse than how harsh he's acting towards you.
You sniffle. "I'm sorry. Please don't be mad."
Autumn immediately stops cooking when he sees you crying. He comes over, wiping your tears away carefully, like you'll break beneath his fingertips. "Oh... pumpkin, don't cry."
"I didn't mean to upset everybody like I did," you choke out through hiccups. "I hate fighting."
He sighs softly, wrapping you in his strong arms, bringing you close enough that you can hear his heartbeat, and laying a kiss upon the top of your head. "Me too."
Soon enough, you apologize to Winter, then Spring, and lastly Summer. Thankfully, each and every one of them forgive you, even if they disagree with what you want.
Yet truth is, you aren't sorry. You just want as little as tension as possible.
...
Ever since that day, you thought about escaping, but were always held back because... well, it's hard to have much time to yourself to even think about it, when there's four overprotective Gods who consider you their baby.
Not to mention if you tried escaping in daylight, there would be no chance you would get far at all. Autumn and Spring are almost always tending to the garden, Summer is always doing yard work, and Winter... well, sometimes he just likes to stand outside and drink his coffee or hot cocoa.
But you begin thinking maybe, just maybe, during the nighttime, you'll have a better chance at getting away.
After all, it's getting to the point where you feel like you'll suffocate if you stay in this place for a second longer. The desire to be independent is stronger than anything you've experienced.
You wait until late at night, when you think your parents are asleep, which takes forever.
Then you slip out of bed, creeping across your bedroom and out into the hallway.
Every step makes a loud creak in the silence.
It's eerie, the sensation of knowing nobody's around except for your guardians, who might wake at any moment.
Once you finally reach the front door, you take one last glance behind you. Maybe you're wondering if you should just turn back.
Everyone would be devastated. Spring and Winter would probably spend the rest of their lives bawling, while Summer and Autumn would tear apart the world until they find you again.
Is it worth the trouble?
...well, yeah. If you don't do something, you might go crazy. These people love you more than life itself, but it's constricting nonetheless.
So, with that final thought, you quietly open the door, slipping outside and closing it once more, not daring to breathe in case you're discovered.
...
That night, you sleep at an inn in the nearest town. It takes hours to walk there, and your legs are tired by the end, but the sense of accomplishment that you managed to escape in the first place keeps you from completely breaking down.
You're pretty sure you know they discovered you're gone, because early in the morning a raging snowstorm happens. It's December, so you can tell Winter is beyond upset.
For all the other villagers' sake, you leave before one of them can tear down the entire town trying to find you.
...
Traveling is hard, you soon discover.
Your money runs out quickly, and without the means to earn more, it's almost impossible to find a place. You miss your comfortable bed. Hell, you miss having food readily available for you whenever you want.
What you wouldn't give to have Autumn's amazing cooking or pastries, or Winter's warm cups of cocoa in this chilly weather.
Unfortunately, you can't afford those luxuries now.
In fact, it gets so difficult to pay for rent at a motel that you end up sleeping outside more often than not.
Around the second week, you notice damage happening around you because of you, no doubt. Each village you go to, you hear how the one you had just left was wiped out. You don't need to guess by who.
Even the land around you is decaying. Everything from trees to animals, all dying. People everywhere are suffering.
And it's all because of you.
...
Almost a full month goes by, and it doesn't stop, but you realize with horror that they'll never just let this go. What's a month to you is nothing to beings with thousands of years worth of existence already lived.
The next village, you finally decide this isn't a battle worth fighting anymore. That it's better to give up than to keep causing everyone around you to suffer.
You begin your trek back home.
...
It's the middle of the night when you arrive. There are lights coming from the windows, indicating someone must be awake still. The rest of the landscape looks dead.
You swallow dryly, raising a hand and knocking. Before you can get too worked up about the situation, the door opens, revealing Spring.
He has dark bags under his red-rimmed eyes, looking more disheveled than he's ever been. Tears are quick to flood his eyes, and he claps a trembling hand over his mouth when he sees you.
Then he yanks you into his arms, cradling you close to his chest.
The entire time, he cries incoherently, and you think you hear apologies amongst his sobbing. Spring only pulls away to hold you at arm's length, taking in your neglected appearance.
"Oh, honey," he gasps out between hyperventilation. "Oh, look at you...!"
Before you can explain, you're led inside, the warmth of the interior making you want to collapse right then and there. Instead, Spring brings you over to the couch, setting you down so gently that it feels like he thinks you're made of glass.
He sits down next to you, rubbing circles along your back. "Does anything hurt?" Spring frets. "Oh, baby, you must've been through so much..."
The pressure becomes too much for you. Overwhelmed with exhaustion, stress, and emotion, you burst into tears. Spring doesn't say anything, just continues trying to comfort you.
"Mama," you sob. "Where's everyone else?"
"They went out looking for you, like they have every single day since you disappeared," Spring explains with a shaky sigh.
You feel awful for what you've done. The self-hatred gnaws at you, refusing to let you go.
He holds you for another hour, before the other three are bursting through the front door.
Each of them looks as equally exhausted and broken as Spring. Like they haven't slept properly in days. It hurts seeing them so miserable because of you.
Yet it's short-lived, because as soon as they all realize you're sitting on the couch with Spring, you're pulled into hugs.
Like with Spring, they seem afraid you'll shatter, like cracked porcelain that could break at any second if dropped, yet durable enough to be squeezed just enough.
They all take turns examining you, fretting over your condition. Autumn immediately heads into the kitchen, probably to make you dinner. Spring leaves as well to get pajamas and new clothing ready for you.
Meanwhile Winter and Summer keep holding you.
"How did you survive?" Winter asks, sniffling. "Oh, sweetheart."
"That doesn't matter," Summer whispers, rocking the three of you back and forth slowly. "All that matters is our kid is okay."
All that you can think about is guilt. Mostly for the endless amount of lives they surely ended looking for you. You wish you thought this through sooner, but a part of you had hoped they'd give up after awhile.
"I'm tired," you mutter.
Winter smiles weakly at that. "Dinner is almost ready. We'll let you sleep right after."
You nod numbly.
...
The next day, you wake up cuddled between Spring and Summer. It's funny, usually they're the first ones to rise.
You hear talking from the kitchen, wriggling your way out of their arms before exiting your bedroom, following the sound of the voices. They belong to Autumn and Winter, coming from the dining room.
"...we've been putting it off for too long. If they could handle these past few days, I know they're ready." Autumn. "Don't you want this, too?"
"You're right. I just..." Winter. "We've never done this before, all we know its a painful and dangerous process. What if..."
"It's going to be fine, Winter." Autumn sounds surprisingly soft. "You know we're more than capable of helping them through it."
As quiet as can be, you listen in further, trying not to interrupt. It's odd to be eavesdropping, but they're clearly discussing something concerning you. How could you resist?
"I know." Winter exhales audibly. "I agree this needs to happen, I just doubt they'll like it."
"Better that than the alternative, don't you think?" Autumn hums.
There's a pause. "Of course I do, dear."
"I'm glad you see reason. They are our child, and as their parents, it's only natural to do this to ensure their safety forevermore."
Wait... what?
Your stomach drops, and you retreat back upstairs before you're found, hoping they didn't hear your presence.
Yet you aren't quite able to shake what you just overheard.
They plan on doing something to you, that much is clear. Though you still can't figure out what, exactly, the action might entail. They've never harmed you before. Never abused you in any way.
So why is this scaring you so badly?
Maybe the fear is irrational, but it still makes you queasy, sick with worry.
Later, when Spring and Summer are awake, you all sit down for breakfast together. Their expressions seem... forced. All four of them are acting differently around you.
They keep sharing looks amongst themselves. As if communicating telepathically.
No words need to be spoken aloud, and you wonder if perhaps they're giving each other confirmation of what they're planning to do.
If they know that you know, they don't bring it up.
In fact, nobody says anything for awhile.
Suddenly, Autumn clears his throat.
"So... (Y/n), honey... today... we have something important planned for you."
"What is it?" you ask hesitantly.
Everyone goes quiet, like looking for words, until Summer picks up where he left. "When you left, everyone was thinking about what you said. About, y'know, dying." He pauses to look at the other's in confirmation. "We don't want that, and I think deep down, you don't, either. And luckily for you, we have a solution. We didn't use it sooner, because it can easily backfire if you aren't old enough... but you are now."
"By doing what?" you press nervously.
It's Spring who speaks next. "Immortality. We can make you a God just like us." He smiles brightly. "Won't that be great? You can stay with us forever, be safe, protected from harm, never have to worry again about—"
You cut him off, feeling yourself panicking. "You want to force me to become like you?"
Spring looks heartbroken. "Are you saying you don't want to? Sweetie, humans would kill for a gift like this!"
"Yeah!" Summer exclaims. "It's a blessing."
"It's wrong!" you snap, earning a horrified look from Spring. "It's my choice to make."
"Why are you treating this like we're punishing you?" Summer says incredulously.
"It feels like it," you retort.
Winter interjects with his own two cents. "We're giving you eternal life. Safety. This is the only way you can live without ending up in danger. There is no downside to this."
"Yes there is," you murmur. "I don't want this!"
You try to scramble away, but suddenly there's vines wrapped around your ankles and wrists. With a cry, you fall to the floor.
"Papa!" you yell, pleading with Autumn to reconsider. To let you go. You pull at the vines fruitlessly.
Winter cups your cheek, guiding your face to meet his gaze. "I'm so sorry, sweetie," he whispers, sounding teary. "But I swear to you, we're doing this in your best interests."
Summer nods. "It'll hurt. A lot. But we'll take care of you afterwards." He reaches down to help lift you, while Winter brushes some of your hair out of your eyes. "Promise."
You whimper as your guardians guide you upstairs to another room, struggling the entire time to escape. But it's no use. You can barely move at all.
Autumn grabs an old book he had prepared, apparently. Its spine is nearly falling apart, like it hasn't been touched in years. You assume the magic for what they're about to cast lies somewhere in those pages.
"You'll be okay," Winter breathes. He holds your head to his chest, crying with you, alongside Spring. "This is only a one-time thing, I promise, honey." His voice breaks.
Spring blinks away his tears. "Please don't hate us," he whispers tearfully. "It hurts us, too."
Autumn opens the book and starts reading the incantation.
Immediately, a sharp jolt rips through your body. Your skin is burning from the inside. Every single nerve is alight with pain. You scream. Sobbing, you beg for the agony to stop, but it doesn't. If anything, the pain just gets worse and worse.
Through your screaming, you barely register Winter holding you tighter, or Autumn's voice breaking throughout his reading of the spell.
The pain is searing hot now, shooting straight through your bones.
"We're almost there," Spring chokes out. "It's okay, baby. We love you so much."
You try to breathe, but you can't get enough air. Your lungs are being ripped to shreds, filling with fire every time they expand.
Everything fades from view after that; black spots dancing across your vision, accompanied by ringing in your ears as unconsciousness claims you once more.
...
When you come to, you're still in pain. It's nowhere near as intense as earlier, but it still feels as if your body had been dipped in hot lava and freezing cold water at the same time. Your thoughts race wildly. The only sensation keeping you tethered to reality is the hand running up and down your back.
Finally, opening your eyes slightly, everything begins returning back to clarity.
Summer smiles at you sadly. "Hey, peanut."
The silly nickname always made you laugh, but now you can only stay still, limp in your dad's arms.
"Sorry you're still hurtin', bud. I know it's not a great feeling." He kisses your forehead. "At least we know that was the worst of it, yeah? Things can only get better from here."
You look up, flinching from the light hitting your eyes. Everything is blurry.
Winter and Autumn look back at you. They're relieved. Both of them smile when they see you staring at them.
"There you are. Welcome back to the waking world, pumpkin," Autumn smiles.
"We were so worried about you," Winter murmurs, leaning down to press a kiss on the crown of your head.
Spring comes back with a tray of food and drink. When he notices you're awake, his expression morphs into pure joy. "My little angel! Are you alright? Can you speak, sweetie?"
All four Gods seem nervous for whatever response you have, if any at all.
Instead, you open your mouth and croak out: "Water."
Autumn wordlessly gets you a cup filled with ice chips, and guides you to sip from it gingerly.
Despite having your adoring, cooing parents surrounding you, all you feel is betrayal, hurt, and rage. You're too tired to get angry, though, so you just let your head fall against Summer's chest again.
"Go back to sleep, sunshine." Summer rubs your shoulder soothingly. "We gotcha."
The others nod and murmur their agreement.
You should fight it, insist you're fine, but they're right; you're exhausted. With one final huff, you pass out in Summer's arms.
Shiver, the Freezing Beast, aka the "Ice Lion"
Basically went "what if T.Dandy was a snowflake instead of a flower" and the rest is history. Inspired by Bobbette, marshmallow and Godzilla and obv T. Dandy.
General Freeze (gave up on his face dw im gonna draw him more trust) the Shivering Soldier (Nutcracker?) -Inspos are The Subway Bosses and Marshmallow, along with another soldier oc made long ago
just decided to post them together since theyre so similar, jumps around
I'm still not sure about this art. He was one of the first to be drawn on a graphics tablet and the church turned out strange. I need more experience in drawing architecture
Spring is a spritely young lass who likely would follow a badger back to it's den to see the babies and thinks getting bit and the risk of rabies is absolutely worth it.
Summer is your local summer camp director, he wants to see you having fun and staying safe! He's also a bit egotistical in that he knows he's a lot of people's favourites!
Autumn is the mum friend of the four, and she is a lover of fibre crafts and the woods. She is a book reader, and vaguely smells of pumpkin spice and thanksgiving roast.
Winter is a sweetheart, a young boy in an old body, and he really is quite nice when you get to know him. He is a man who enjoys the biting cold, and feels at ease with the nip of wind, and the excitement of the Holidays.
