#wintersoldierkin

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I would NOT listen to Taylor swift. Free me from this prison !! - winter soldier, marvel comics/cold front #♟️❄️

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been seeing a lot of other buckykin on this blog, bucky takeover 2025 is upon us - winter soldier, the winter soldier: cold front / marvel #♟️❄️ (i think that's how my tag went ??)

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cold front winter soldier - i dont know if there was any specific cause (hope i never know) but. can relate. bad enough that sometimes encountering things that used to get to me in a good way would give me a panic attack (after). adjacent experience or whatever. its not just you.

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"The Winter Soldier remembers all his kills because Bucky said he did!" No I don't. They wiped my memory every time they put me under ice. It wasn't full proof, so I remember slivers, but I do not remember every victim I ever harmed. I hardly remember the Starks, let alone anyone else.

That is not to say I don't take responsibility for my kills. I understand that people have a right to despise the weapon used to kill the people they love. Tony, once again, I am sorry.

#soldat❄️

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It is difficult to feel a sense of community with the people who are Barnes or even also the Winter Soldier. The ones I've seen are very positive towards Steve Rogers, and I feel as if that makes it hard to have anything in common with them. I don't care for him. He seems like an idealistic idiot with no clue on how the world works. He never liked me, either, though I remember he tried to pretend that he accepted all of us. Maybe he thought I was taking Bucky from him.

#soldat❄️

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i've sent the same aesthetic request to three kin blogs, and none of them have been answered. i know they're probably busy, but it seems they do everyone elses requests and not mine. i haven't gotten an aesthetic for a while now, and it's making me feel... almost invalid?? my kin canon isn't common at all, and i just want to see something about *me.* it hurts, in a way. -winter-soldier!bugboy

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i can't tell if the memory i just got is from my bucky canon or my winter-soldier!peter canon, but either way, i feel horrible. i was so merciless when i was the winter soldier, and strangling someone isn't the best way to go, especially if you're terrified. i wish i didn't remember this. can't i ever be in peace and move on from what i've done? -winter-soldier!bugboy / barnes boy

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Honestly, me and bucky were so close. At first, i annoyed him, and then i got kidnapped by hydra and turned into a Winter Soldier, just like him. I came back to my superfamily, and bucky and i especially got close. We both had metal arms, knew what it was like to be tortured and forget your entire life, etc. We were as close as brothers. He helped me through panic attacks, and i helped him through his. I miss him so much. -Winter-Soldier-Bugboy