#wiru.txt

[moonmei]

"you need to stop apologizing constantly"

im sorry

[moonmei]

do u know when u're so tired that u can't go sleep

then u just stay in bed thinking abt what u need to do and wake up early and live ur life

but u start thinking how useless u are and can't stop crying

[moonmei]

everytime Minos try to say anything

[moonmei]

boop

[moonmei]

Isn't it great when you're always the wrong one because you're young and can't have an opinion on something

[moonmei]

"Is this the life you want to live?"

maybe I don't want to live anymore in the first place, but okay

[moonmei]

I wonder why people have the urge to be mean and hostile when they're "trying" to help someone?

"It's because keep talking soft doesn't work with you"

"If talk in a gentle way doesn't work, I'll have to use mean words purposefully to hurt you, so then you'll feel guilty and do something to change the way you're acting"

No, that's not how you need to deal with this.

Like, yes, people know that they need to get better. They know that they need to do something. They know all this.

But at the same time, people need time and strength to seek help. It's not that easy. Nobody knows what they're feeling and thinking. Give them time.

It's not about be unconditionally soft uwu 24/7. It's about not being mean, making people feel guilty, triggering people's anxiety, making they feel worse than they already feel.

You never know how they will react. You can not think that it'll be helpful if they're already broken. Maybe they just need one more thing to fall apart.

You can help people without being mean to them. You're not a therapist, you're not a professional, it's understandable that you don't know how to deal with the situation. If you really don't know how you can help them in other way, then don't say nothing. You can just encourage them to seek help, that's enough.

What I'm trying to say is: don't be mean to people who are trying their best, it doesn't matter how much time they're taking. You can tell them what's wrong without hurt their feelings or anything. It'll be good for both of you.

And if people are mean and hostile to you, please, don't hesitate and tell them. You're not annoying them, you're not being dramatic, you're not being selfish. You need to be treated with respect like every person do. It's not okay to keep being hurt. Don't push yourself thinking about what they're gonna think. Take care of yourself first.

[moonmei]

i just watched Imaginaerum again after six years

i didn't remember that it was so beautiful?