@wishset : ❛ always trying to be the hero, huh? ❜ light to misa.
no no no — this isn’t what she wanted ! embarrassment colors her cheeks, expression turning sour. [ he was ... upset with her? but she had tried so hard, she had planned this night to the detail . . . ] eyes downtrodden, entire body burning with shame. stupid girl, look what you’ve done! ❝ me ? a hero ? ❞ misa croaked out, tear stained face contorting. ❝ i was just doing what i thought you wanted me to do light. ❞ the anger churning in her wasn’t at him, it never could be. she loved him. look at the way he walked, the way the sun cast a shadow over everything but illuminated him like a god. [ right? he was the god of the new world, and she was his partner. . . right? isn’t that what he told her? right. . . ] he couldn’’t look at her like that ! like she’d upset him — oh, nice work misa ! great job, good, look what you did ! you ruined it again! you ruin everything. words repeated like a movie in the back of her mind until she shakes her head, begging for another chance. head low, eyes slowly looking at him. godlike. he was the heavens and she was the priestess begging for a taste of power. ❝ oh light i’m so so sorry! i didn’t mean for this to happen, i didn’t mean for anything go wrong! they won’t find kira i promise, i won’t let them! i’ll call rem, i’ll — i’ll figure it out! ❞