Its not that i cannot live without you. Look at me, im doing quite well in fact. But, and i fear that there will always be a but, i feel like as you slowly pulled away from me you picked away at my being. And now im only a partial being. We are not made of the same stuff but you defined me. And now i have forgotten who i was before you but i know that i will never be that person again. Too much time has passed and ive lost so much and gained so much more. But on these cold nights, i miss you terribly. I understand why you left. I was going to run this into the ground if you would've let me. But i never cared about what was good for me. Even so, Whatever the distance, i send you my love.
















