Sep 17, 2022
#with n#when im not around him my anxious attachment kicks in#but otherwise i do like who i am around him#he makes me feel safe and whole#im not sure about rudy#we have fun#but a safe friendship kind of fun#not lovers#and I’m not sure i am really myself when I’m with him#not fully myself atleast#n knows more about me too#idk but it’s weird that he doesn’t make me feel amazing#i just feel okay 🫠#time to reevaluate my life#🥹
