To you Jennifer potato girl. I've missed you dearly. I messed up. I was so upset and hurt that you said no to dating me that I made an impulsive decision to saying yes to date some one I hardly knew. I know I hurt you that's the only way I figured out that you did have any feelings for me. I like you so much... I'm the type of person who needs constand affirmation to know you haven't changed your mind. I wish you would talk to me. I wish you would say something, anything. I want to apologize for how I am. I'm not a sane person, I'm losing my job because I'm not sane and the doctors aren't helping. Come back. I've been repressing you in my dream, but you are there. You're the person watching me in my dreams. You are following me there and when I turn to see who it is you turn away so I won't see it's you. My heart breaks just writing this confirming that I try so hard to his my feelings and what my subconscious is trying to tell me. Come back. I.... I loved you.... So much.... If anyone is reading this please repost it so that she can read it. The last screen name I saw that she has was "withoutyouthereisnome" please... Please.