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[wooskirbyplushie]

⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ About Me! ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

╰┈➤ You can call me Maux !

╰┈➤ 05 Liner, January Capricorn

╰┈➤ infj/intj (it swaps back and forth)

╰┈➤ any pronouns

╰┈➤ Ateez and Seventeen ult :3

Favorite Ateez album: Fever Pt.1 | Seventeen: You Made My Dawn

⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ Rules ! ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

╰┈➤ Basic DNI criteria... homophobia, racism, transphobia, just ignorance in general, you get the gist.

╰┈➤ MINORS DNI stuff gets 18+ on this page

╰┈➤ Ageless blogs will be blocked

╰┈➤ I can take requests! The only real rule is no abo please because i cannot write that 😭

⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ Interests/Possible Fics ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

ᯓ★Kpop: Ateez, Seventeen, Shinee, Txt, Enhypen (There's no telling what group I'll randomly post just because I'm a multistan :3)

ᯓ★Anime: Attack on Titan, Demon Slayer, Nanbaka, Tokyo Revengers, Dr. Stone, Jujutsu Kaisen (I've seen so many so atp even I don't know)

ᯓ★Others: Shadowhunters (magnus my beloved), Marvel (will 100% be Loki), Criminal Minds (Spencer Reid come home pls)

⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆ Masterlists and Other Links ⋆.˚✮🎧✮˚.⋆

Ateez Masterlist | Seventeen Masterlist |

Twitter

Songs I write to | My Ults Playlist | Mass Kpop Playlist

⚠︎ I do not have a set schedule to upload! I just kinda vibe, so please don't press me for updates🙏🏼

⚠︎ I will update this post as needed but that's all for now! Welcome to my page!

all work is owned and copyrighted by @wooskirbyplushie est. 2024

[maxxklaire]

Time To Say Goodbye

this is a song about letting go. specifically letting go of love that no longer serves a purpose. dealing with how time can pass as well as the moments that being together can fade.

accepting that it’s time to move on, let go, & no longer put effort into a relationship is one of the most difficult things i had to learn to do, & be okay with. memories will live on & replay, deja vu will happen, but life will keep going. It’s Time To Say Goodbye…

Time To Say Goodbye

Time 2 Say Goodbye , My Love prod. eeryskies

[highestformoflove]

It's nice to be back in the blogging world where no one knows you. I just wanted to vent out my feelings cause lately it feels like I'm going to explode.

I'm tired and exhausted at the same time. Have no will to do anything or something. I just want to lay in bed the whole day and just stare at my phone or scroll. It feels like ngayun ko lang nararanasan ang mahomesick. 😭

I miss my family.

[highestformoflove]

This really made my day. Akala ko di na kami ulet magkikita forever. He went back to his country na kasi. His business trip here in Japan is over.😭 He also rarely chat. Kala ko talaga end game na yung landian namin. Syeeet may continuation. 🤣🙈

Pero malabo na kami ang end game di na ako umaasa. daming factors. suntok sa buwan na magkatuluyan kami. Pero atleast napapasaya namin isa't isa.

At higit sa lahat. Siya sumasagot sa mga hw ko sa Japanese school. 🤣🙈

[sandrapaul1302]

1. Amtshandlung am Montagmorgen: Zusammentreffen WKP - BIP - PSW! Ich bringe mal Licht ins Dunkel 😉! Der Wirtschaftskreis Berlin-Pankow e. V. mit Christine Beck-Limberg als Vorstandsvorsitzende, die Bildungsinitiative Berlin-Pankow e.V. mit mir als Vorstandsvorsitzende und PSW- Partner Schule Wirtschaft mit Frau Kubitzki als Gesamtkoordinatorin, wir 3 Powerfrauen sind intensivst dabei, Schule & Wirtschaft zusammenzubringen. Demnächst mehr. #montagmorgen #ersteamtshandlung #wkp #bip #psw #schuleundwirtschaft #bildungundwirtschaft #schule #bildung #wirtschaft #powerfrauen #bildungsinitiative #wirtschaftskreispankow @wirtschaftskreis @sandrapaul1302 #berlinpankow #berlin #germany #mondaymotivation (hier: Wirtschaftskreis Berlin-Pankow e. V.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLmA46lsA8t/?igshid=105dhql2tdbqg

[sandrapaul1302]

Mittwochabend beim WKP - und gemeinsam mit lieben Menschen den Abend verbracht ☺️. Natürlich wurde auch über wichtige Themen, wie z.B. über die Verkehrsplanung in und um Pankow geredet und diskutiert. Na, da hat der Berliner Senat zukünftig noch so einiges vor sich. Es bleibt wie immer sehr spannend 😎.#mittwochabend #wkp #wirtschaftskreispankow #gemeinsam #mitliebenmenschen #denabendverbringen #nutzwerken #netzwerkveranstaltung #networking #networkingevent #wichtigethemen #verkehrsplanung #inundum #berlinpankow #berlinersenat #vielzutun #zukünftig #esbleibtspannend #😎 #berlin #germany @sandrapaul1302 @wirtschaftskreis @tino.bln @sandravonmunsterq (hier: Wirtschaftskreis Berlin-Pankow e. V.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CE9L_MrMFJS/?igshid=40mwsgluoeav

[highestformoflove]

05122020

Okay na ako eh. Ay mali. Medjo okay na ako. Tapos ayun tumawag siya. Feeling ko lasing.

Him: gago ka ba?

Me: huh? Tatawag ka mumurahin mo pa ako.

Him: sino nagsabi sayo na pwede ka mapunta sa iba.

And that made me spaced out. Yung parang binuhusan ako na malamig na malamig na tubig na may pumatak nalang sa mata ko na mga luha. Akala ko wala ng papatak. Akala ko okay na ako. Mali pala. Di pa pala. Mahal ko pa pala siya. Pero yung alam mo na mahal mo pa pero ayaw mo na din. Wala ka ng mahanap na dahilan para ipaglaban pa. Yung alam mo na mahal mo pa yung isang tao pero alam mong hindi na tama ipagpatuloy. And I was just crying. Sobbing while his saying words like “break nga tayo eh gusto ko tumawag eh.” , “tatawag ako kasi gusto ko. Bat mo naman sinagot.”. And me on the other line was just crying and trying keep myself together.

Alam mo yung feeling na pinaglalaruan yung nararamdaman mo. Yung alam niya na nasasaktan ako. Alam niya na umiiyak ako lagi pero wala siya pakialam. Hindi ka na niya mahal pero gusto niya mahal mo parin. And he did succeeded.

Ilang araw nanaman kaya ako iiyak? Ilang araw nanaman kaya ako hindi makakatulog. Ilang araw nanaman kaya mababasa ng luha ko yung unan ko.

Sobrang sakit na. Kung pwede lang magpakamatay. Kung pwede lang iwanan na lahat ng to sa mundong ibabaw. Kaso si mama(tita ko) inaantay nalang ako maging stable pero ramdam ko na gusto niya na magpahinga. Gusto na niya sumama sa mga napapanaginipan niya na mga yumao ko na kamaganak.

Pagtapos lang talaga netong ECQ papaassign ako sa malayo. Kahit cebu or kung saan. Bahala na. Gusto ko nalang makalimot. Gusto ko lumayo. Sobrang sakit na ng nararamdaman ko.

[highestformoflove]

050520

We broke up 5 days ago on our Monthsary. Then the next day nagpadala siya ng lumping sariwa. After niya ako paiyakin magpapadala siya nun.

I did appreciate it pero mukha akong tanga. Habang kumakain ako ng lumpiang sariwa na gawa niya biglang tumulo luha ko.

Dba ang gago ko lang kumakain habang umiiyak but that lumpia just brought back all the memories. Yung lasa niya yung lasa kapag kaming dalawa nagluluto. Yung bonding namin habang nagluluto naalala ko. Well technically nanggugulo lang ako di naman talaga ako nagluluto. But alam mo yun.

Gusto ko siya itext. Gusto ko siya tawagan. Gusto ko magmakaawa sa kanya. Pero kasi ano nga naman ba magagawa ko kung di na niya ako mahal. Kung di niya na alam kung gusto niya pa ipagpatuloy yung relasyon namin.

Dalawa lang naman tinanung ko sa kanya. “Mahal mo pa ba ako?” At “gusto mo pa ipagpatuloy/tapusin to?” And both he answered “hindi ko alam” it takes me guts to asked those questions kasi alam ko downfall na ng relationship namin na if I ever ask those alam ko na kakalabasan. And it did happened.

Paano ako magmamakaawa sa isang taong hindi na alam yung lugar mo sa puso mo puso niya. Paano mo ipapaalala sa kanya yung pagmamahalan nyu kung hindi niya na alam kung gusto niya pa ba maalala lahat.

Sobrang sakit lang. 5 days na nakakalipas pero eto umiiyak parin ako. Depressed ako actually kasi di na ako makatulog. As in di na ako natutulog. Parang ang bigat lagi. Parang gusto ko umiyak pero ayuko sila magalala sakin.

My own thoughts is killing me slowly. I just want everything to end. I just want all of this to be over.