#wolf chronicle

[wolf-stargazer]

Today I listened to them

And I swear I could listen to your voice

I could swear your breath was

Piercing trough my chest

I miss you, but you're right here

And their melodies

Build your body,

Create a image next to mine

I miss you

But I know someday we will

Finally be together at last...

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 2

Every time I listen to TØP I think about you

I'm dying for hearing that tocooteen

But your name whispers my name on a breeze

Your heartbeat is hidden

Behind every beat of their drums

Your breathing caresses my skin

I can feel your arms around my chest

Every time my sheets wrap my lonely body

Your essence is lost behind those lyrics

Your eyes are missing somewhere in the city

I miss your heart

But the heat of your skin is with me

Every time I stand under the sun

Hug me. Melt me down into your arms

Please, once again, let's be one

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 7

Days without communication: 1

Days without crying: 0

It's so sad. It seems like the universe only grants us a couple of seconds to be together. Only a couple of centimeters away, so close, so far...it's like we're inside some kind of coffin, begging for air while we slowly suffocate, looking at each other through a small window. Our souls bleed, because sometimes music is not enough, sometimes love is not enough and we plead for being able to touch our skins, our lips beg to be together, burning out slowly. Faith is a strong light. But this will never stop being difficult. We won't stop crying ourselves to sleep while listening to our songs, betting we can feel each other behind our backs around our waists...

For how long...?

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 3

I can't believe it's been only two days. It's like it's been weeks without you. I feel like I'm back to September, back to the cold gray days when a big transparent glass put us apart. That force pulling us apart is there again, but now it's stronger than us, it's more than us. I think of you, stare at the sky and look for a sign. I wonder where are you, I wonder how are you. It's been a while...but so little time at the same time. Even with that Melody inside of me, it's hard. Blurryface puts his hands over me, his shadow is cast over me and my heart pounds, feels heavy. It's always more difficult when we're apart. But I have faith that this won't be forever....

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 4

Oh, none of the above

If you're there somewhere

Please protect them from all evil

I'm weak here, I'm powerless here.

While their worst enemy are the closest to them.

BLURRYFACE LET THEM REST.

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 12

I don't know what to say...

But indeed their live heals me...

All my insecurities...my fears vanish...

Their love is my light...

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 10

I wake up, not knowing if I want to be in my shoes right now. Gloom heavy over my flesh, existence heavy over my shoulders. It's another day without you. I grip onto my hope of your messages and it's a little bit easier, but it won't stop being hard to be like this. I want to go back to sleep, lacking of the basic energy to get me up. I look my Tumblr for messages and instant frustration fills my heart. I missed it again. I missed the opportunity of communicating with you. Fuck. This is so hard. We're both on a limbo. We're fighting to survive, to be strong, but our weigh doesn't seem to be in our favor.

But, please, let's be strong.

Let's our love teach them a lesson....

Please....

[wolf-stargazer]

Log 6

Days not talking to each other: 0

They give me life

They give me peace

They are that breeze of fresh air

Caressing my face

Just a message

Can make my heart race

Oh, my love, I won't forget...

I won't feel bad for being okay

We're living our lives and that's fine...

But when you appear, my world shines

And I can't deny...

It seems like nothing has happened

When you're by my side...

Days without you: zero

But I won't loose faith

Because you're all I want

My companion, my love and friend...