#wolf's random thoughts

[purplefnafpasta]

I have to just yap about it because I see discourse about that from time to time on the internet:

I identify as AroAce (Aromantic - Asexual) however if you know me you do know that I also (somewhat) simp over characters (Wesker, Leon, Lady Dimitrescu, and a few others from RE especially, lmfao)

However what people do not seem to get is that fictional characters ≠ attraction to irl people

I have not EVER looked at an irl person and ever found myself romantically or sexually attracted to them, and I can promise you if I'd see Leon S. Kennedy actually IRL in front of me as an actual person, I would also not feel anything for him in that regard. There is a BIG difference between fictional characters and IRL people.

Also yes Asexual people can still get horny, it just means they don't feel sexual attraction to irl people and don't generally have the desire for intercourse (or at least very limited desire since Aromantism and Asexualism tends to be a spectrum).

Please stop discrediting Aro or Ace (or AroAce) peoples identity because you saw them simp over FICTIONAL characters, thank you.

I am ALSO getting tired of people refusing to believe people are Aro/Ace and just tell them "well maybe you just haven't found the right person yet!!!" Or maybe I just genuinely don't feel anything like that for anyone? Ever thought of that?

Also I personally have the issue that if I am uncomfortable, nervous, or stressed I tend to laugh, giggle, and/or smile (unwantingly), so some people also read that as "ooo you have a crush on *random person that is talking to me*", like... no? I also react like that when my SISTER or MOTHER yap about shit that makes me nervous, uncomfortable, or stressed, and I sure as hell do not have a crush on them. You guys can not read my body language as well as you think you can. Stop assuming shit.

Sorry I just had to let it out, I have read (and heard) people say shit like that SO god damn often for so many years now that it's getting genuinely tiring.

[stripedwolf88]

you ever get in those moods where you truly think you shouldn't speak to anyone because you are the most embarrassing and awkward creature? That's where I'm at right now. I know it's not true but that's how I feel. Hopefully I can convince myself otherwise sooner rather than later.

[whitewolfmystery]

[purplefnafpasta]

Hear me out on this one:

During the month of november, any and all drawing I'll be making will be made with Microsoft Paint and my mouse, simply for nostalgia sake before I really had any online present and just used to draw on my moms computer for fun.

Do I have a prompt list for that, or really a name what to call it? Nope, not yet. It's just an idea so far

Should I go for the November MS Paint idea?

yes

no

Voting ended onSep 28, 2025

Poll just for second hand opinions for anyone to vote on. Otherwise, if you votes yes, feel free to suggest what to name that month (since usually those type of things have names, like Sketchtember, Goretober, etc. I just don't know what I'd call this idea of mine :'D)

[purplefnafpasta]

Woke up and suddenly can barely hear out of my right ear

Might gotta go to a otolaryngologist soon... I am hoping it goes away by itself but... it's been hours already. It's really annoying too because when trying to listen to music with headphones it sounds like the right earphone is not working right... just for me to remember no, my EAR is not working right, the headphone is just fine.

Can't really properly play Resident Evil Seperate Ways this way, because I kinda relay on my hearing on BOTH ears to properly locate the enemies for my mostly (attempted) stealth-based gameplay tactic to reserve as much ammo as possible...

Welp, this sucks. The way I'd describe the feeling/sound, is as if something is constantly covering my right ear. Like, you know the feeling/sound when you put your hand over your ear? Kinda like that. But constantly.

[purplefnafpasta]

BTW

Until I had the chance to play Silksong myself, expect me to be barely (if at all) active online, because I do NOT wanna risk getting spoiled. I want to experience this completely on my own without the risk of any spoilers ruining this for me.

[purplefnafpasta]

Just a few more days till Silksong!!!

It's all I have been able to think about since the announcement trailer

[purplefnafpasta]

I actually hate myself

For context; a couple of days ago I saw a trailer recommended to me on youtube for an upcoming Netflix film called "Fixed", and I was pretty appalled by the trailer (click here for a link to the trailer, warning tho, it's for an 18+ show, so minors please avoid this one!!!)

However I heard that the movie is out now, so I thought "well, maybe it's one of those trailers that just make the movie look bad, and it's actually decent"... uh... yeah I am not even 1 fourth into the movie and I am already just suffering. I am really trying to give it a fair chance and watch through the end, but man I am not having any fun at all watching that right now :/

I am hoping so hard it's going to get better, but I have the slight feeling that it's not...

Welp, I'll be reporting back once I finished watching the movie. May take a while tho, because I have to take breaks in-between because i am so uncomfortable with so many scenes