Hey what if we as a collective stopped staring at people “acting weird” in public! Thanks in advance !
In all seriousness thought it’s exhausting every day having to cope with the constant attention I get from how I act. From my tics to my stims, my compulsions, the way my voice sounds slightly too feminine for my looks, but the way my looks are just slightly too feminine to be a boy, the way my hands wring at my sides when I’m given instructions because I have to try my best to not mess up, the way my body moves when it’s tired or in pain, all kinds of choppy or “off putting”, to the way my hands reach for my device to respond.
I’ve been accused of being drunk, of being an addict, of being “unsuitable to go in public” of being better off locked up or shut away forever.
I don’t know where I am going with this I am just frustrated because I feel as though I can’t go out in public without being completely prepared to defend my very existence.
