Jan 20, 2020
I told you, I like you and you sort of pushed me away again. You didn't say anything about your feelings, just that you're too damaged. Still, you hugged and kissed me since then, like nothing happened. You left me confused and sad, hopeless and with a heartache. I was ready to give up, to let you go and break off the contact. I was ready, to build the wall around my heart even higher.
But I realized, I'm not willing to let you go yet. I will prove you, not everyone disappoints you, not everyone will go and some people are worthy of your trust. Because maybe, that's exactly what you need, someone who stays, someone who fights for your trust. And as long as you don't ask me to go, that's exactly what I'll do.
