#wondeing

[sonofatoasterwaffle]

What happens when it isn't enough anymore?

[denaejae]

<3

So I have this friend it's great we get along I feel like I can tell home anything. Like when no one eles wants to listen to my woe is me parts of life he will. He also will give me the kick in the pants I need if necessary! It's weird I always put home strictly in the friends zone.. Thinking we'd never work out as anything more as friends, but now he's moved and I find out I was more attached to him than I ever gave a thought to. It's weird I'm so happy when we're talking but now I get nervous and trip over my words. I'm confused and conflicted about the whole thing I don't wanna go to far or push him past what he's ready for. how do you go back once you've opened your eyes? However the bigger question is do I wanna go back to the ignorant person I was before do I wanna squash these innocent new feelings being lit? That is the question....? And that is the elephant loomin through my thoughts.